#saveme?

[royalemoment]

I have things to do tomorrow (technically today) and I can't sleep. Kill me!

[ifuckingmadeit]

That moment when you really need someone to just hug you or hold you or at least tell you it’ll be alright, but you can’t even tell your ‘best friend’ what is going on because she hasn’t talked to you enough in the last month to know how you are really doing.

[ifuckingmadeit]

I’ve always loved Mathew Lillard. Always. But this line speaks to me on a level I can’t explain

Because what do you do when you foundation falls apart? Please tell me if you know because I’m still trying to figure it out

Happy Birthday to one of the greatest men out there 💕

[mrkensei]

Cinder

I step forth, enter unto the frequented loggia  Kardeşim, nasılsınız? “Iyim, cesarete ihtiyacım var” Obliged I am, smoke the pipe and down the spirits Once more, once more; ‘til the smoke engulfed all I could see {constricted, relieved} Impatiently consuming patiently, hyperaware of what made its way toward me A once gloriously intense flame now teetering on its last embers The anason did little to settle me, the liqueur neither {confused, reassured} The Only Exception creeped past the threshold to plant itself before me You speak, I hear, we feel, you unsure, me disappointed. And yet, to no surprise of mine. {reborn, destroyed} None to blame, where to feel my rage? ‘I can’t live without you’, 'love’ and other detritus All vanished at the bench where we sat adjacent from one another Disdain for all I’d done to douse you; but aşkım you burnt us to a cinder. {jovial, enraged} Ash and ashen for all she had to say; reasoning plagued with strife Issues of the past now insignificant, her revelations capsized my life Your words were playing my soul like a kite dancing in a hurricane {present, absent} Left unable to express, stoic, incinerated, beautifully charred My mind into a prison; me the sole convict, you the warden Hefty the price I pay, heavily taxed for aiding with the migraines and tight belts A ghost of happiness past, to haunt me for my sins, disallowing me my rage {partner, traitor} You made it darker, you killed the flame.

[mur-maider]

Well i have no phone or anyway of being able to be actively running my shit sooo till next time....

Missed you tons<3 rescue me someone plZ.

[i-tremble-blog]

I can't even explain how many steps back I've taken in the past 2 weeks. Pushing forward isn't happening right now, and I just need to be ok, I just to need to survive and find that light inside me that keeps driving me. Can it just happen right now? Can I enjoy myself for a moment and not have to be on edge, worrying, and shaking, unable to calm myself down enough to think for even a second? Can it all fall into place, I have no support right now, I'm just simply free falling through life and hitting the pavement.

[so-many-untold-stories]

I feel like shit again. Crying on the bathroom floor trying not to wake them up.

[one-crazy-beautiful-life-blog]

Soo what was I thinking when I decided to take harder classes then I usually do when I am a huge procrastinator and have seniorites