#savs thoughts

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Personal head cannon that Konohamaru is kinda what kakashi was to Kushina. Like you can’t tell me Naruto doesn’t send him OFTEN to go check up on Hinata “discretely” when she’s pregnant and she OFC knows he’s there so after a while she just starts to acknowledge him more and more. Pretty soon konohamaru is looking forward to his time spent with Hinata because she’s just so goddamn sweet and kind.

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Happy New Year yall I finally got a new chapter out and omg even now Im like it's not enough it NEEDs to be longer but I am proud of what I wrote! So i hope you guys like it :D

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I’m trying….im really trying….i just feel like i take a step forward and 5 back…but i keep going…..i wanna give up on so many things so bad but i wont…ill keep hanging in there for as long as it seems possible because in reality i dont wanna give up i just know how easy it would be

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My last week being 28 and I’m so excited! Truly aging doesn’t scare me it’s wild to me when I think about my age cuz like wow when did I get so close to being 29 I was just 23? But I also know 29 is still so incredibly young like I’ve only been a legal adult for a little over 10 years. But wow I truly am excited to be closer to 30 and like what that has in store for me and what this last year of being in my twenties is gonna be like! I’ve always been a late bloomer….and I mean LATE bloomer lol it used to make me really upset and it still does sometimes but not like it used to. I was constantly so upset and mad that everyone else’s lives had moved so much faster than mine and that no matter what I did it just seemed like I could never catch up, but it was never about catching up, it was about living my own life and doing things that make me happy. Now looking back on so many others lives that I felt so inferior to I realized that ya I didn’t want my life to look like that and I never did! I just felt so bad about myself and felt like I had absolutely no power over my own life, and a lot of it was due to my parents (am I right ladies) but ya truly I am trying to live with more gratitude for where I’m currently at in life and where ever I might be going, and stopping to take breaks along the way of course. Also crazy cuz I’ve been on tumblr since 2011 and I’m the only one from all my friends who started one back then who’s still actively on it lol. Really I can’t wait to be almost done with my 20’s and be in my 30’s so I can PROPERLY experience my 20’s lol

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It’s like a switch flipped on in my head and for the first time in a long time I feel really happy and like this happiness feels incredible authentic! Which is huge for me! I think most people who know me would say I’m a really positive person but in reality I was only being like that because I saw how happy it made others. Or like I knew my friends wanted me to be happy so I would like force myself to be happy because I didn’t want to disappoint them. But recently I’ve been able to let a lot of those feelings go and I’m starting to feel really happy about my life and how I want it to look like for me!!! Also felt good hearing that my therapist was proud of me too! I’ve been able to make room for new friends while setting boundaries with old friends and I don’t feel like it was selfish just what I needed to be a better friend and for them to have a better understanding of how to be my friend. It’s my last year in my twenties and I want to have a lot of fun and just be who I want to be without feeling like I’m disappointing anyone because really I was just letting myself down!

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And just like that I’m 29 :)

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Okay no longer overwhelmed just whelmed 👍🏼

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Personal head cannon that Naruto actually had curly wavy hair and that’s why it’s always perceived as being spikey but it’s the curls sticking out 👀