everytime [i see a spark there's someone putting out their fire but i will not let my grandparents bury their grandchild its a struggle back and forth but it's happening and it's happening by force it's four am and i'm fucking tired. the holes in these socks have been here for a while but i keep holding on, i guess they fit my style i've been walking this road and i'm getting pretty tired i've been walking this road and i'm getting fucking tired. don't meet your idols. they said that you might have your flaws but i didn't listen and i bowed at the base of your feet like some kind of lost kitten and i watched how you treated your friends my mouth filling with bile but karma's a double edged sword and you lost at your trial don't meet your idols. mmmm mmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmm don't meet your idols] i see someone casually refer to someone as their 'husband' or 'wife' i get startled. i forgot ppl could actually get married