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[sachi-nakamura]

SACHI NAKAMURA REDESIGN

I was bored and I made my forgotten girl a new sprite

(I also made one for Kanato as well jsjs)

I want to use them for scenarios and asks but we'll see if I have time to dedicate to this blog again

[dialovers-translations]

Hi, first of all I want to say that I love your blog 😍✨ I've read that you've been studying Japanese for seven years, well I'm 20 and I'm learning Japanese right now, this is my first year :') but I feel like I'm a little bit old to start learning a new language xd do you have any advice for beginners in Japanese? Like some tricks that helped you to improve faster? Now I'm learning Hiragana and I know a few words and sentences thanks to anime and CD dramas and stuff but I wanted to hear some advice from you 😅 thank you so much!

It definitely isn’t too old to start learning now! I only started my official studies when I was 18, although I have been actively consuming anime/Japanese music since I was 12, which definitely helped me out a ton.

I’m afraid it’s a little difficult to give you tips on how to learn quicker though, since I don’t really know enough about your personal learning style, etc. Some people also just pick up languages quicker than others.

If you’re just learning Japanese because it’s something you enjoy, then I would suggest you try and take it easy and just enjoy the process? Some days it may go better than others and that’s totally fine. You also will never be 100% fluent, that’s just something you have to accept. I studied the language for 7 years at university and I still have to look up a bunch of stuff too. :p

[sachi-nakamura]

✨She’s Sachi Nakamura, a regular student who ended up becoming Kanato’s S L A V E✨

In this blog I will tell her story, post fanarts, scenarios, RP, etc.

You can interact with her, ask her questions, whatever you want!

Remember that SHE IS MY OC, SO PLEASE DO NOT STEAL HER OR HER DESIGN.

Some posts might be +18 so please be aware of this.

[sachi-nakamura]

Omg her design is adorable!

Ok, how did she become kanato's slave in the first place?

Thank you for your nice words and for your question!! 💖💖

Weeeell it was kinda of an agreement between them both, like a deal to obtain something beneficial from the other.

In this universe, Yui exists, and she is the sacrificial bride/Eve while Sachi is just a regular, ordinary human.

So having this settled down, no boy would have ever paid attention to Sachi because this is not her route, is Yui's.

Sooo what does Sachi has to do in Yui's route?

Easy: in this route, Yui hasn't chose Kanato. She chose Ayato.

And coincidentally Sachi had a crush on Ayato.

As well as Kanato wanting Yui all for himself but being rejected in favour of Ayato.

So both Sachi and Kanato are left alone with their respective traumas, sadness and suffering from rejection.

Kanato wants to have control over people in order to feel better about himself, how her mother treated him deeply marked his soul and now he uses manipulation and violence to be above everyone so no one can ever damage him again.

On the other hand, Sachi is a mistreated girl who lacked love since she was a little girl because of her broken family, finding shelter reading books/manga and ending up with an obsession with romantic novels, fantasizing with a love story that can make her scape from the reality she's living, having to take care of mentally ill, abusive mother and a missing father.

Sooo she starts to chase Kanato's company, ending up becoming Kanato's slave and lets him do what he pleases with her in order to feel some kind of affection/attention, having trouble to realise that abusement is not love because of how she has been treated all her life.

She's oddly happy with being and slave, and Kanato has a puppet that can manipulate and toy with to his heart's content, so they both win... Right?

But in the fanfic I'm rewriting (the old one is from 2018 and is no good ;-;) she longs for his affection more and more, getting obsessed with him and the idea of being finally loved by someone even tho this is not the case and Kanato doesn't see her that way.

She is very alike Kanato, a lot of her traumas are similar to his, she can understand him, and the same is for Kanato, but this leads to a toxic relationship between them both where there is no growth, no mental health, only obsession and manipulation in order to stop feeling so pathetic about themselves...

Buuut I can't tell more than this, I think I've already said a lot xdd I'm not going to spoil the entire fanfic :')

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Wow, that was a long explanation 🥲 I hope it wasn't too much to take, I really get invested talking about my OC😅

Again thank you so much for asking! ✨

[saxxuki]

your art style is so pretty!! It's a little wild (complimentary) and the way colors look vivid but also somehow pastel makes your art unique <33

If i were to be a little more honest, I'd say it tastes like mint flavored ice cream with little sparks of chocolate in it.

Now i crave ice cream tho :(

(sorry for the late reply 😭 I never receive questions so I didn't notice)

THANK YOU SO MUCH 💖🌸 my style changes with every drawing so don't get use to it hehe

If u want to replicate the painting style, I draw traditional with children colored pencils and pastel highlighters :D

And I love mint ice cream 😭 I'd have some as well, honestly. I haven't eaten yet

[madokaalias]

Hi Miku! ☺️ I just saw this blog and I think you are absolutely adorable 😍 can you tell us a little about you? And how did you meet Ayato? I'm curious 👀

Hey, nice to meet you. You really think I'm adorable? * blush

hehe thank you.

Hmmm I should tell you something about myself?

I'm Amane Miku and I've been living with Ayato and the others for a while. I am also the proud owner of a fashion bouquie. How did I get to Ayato and the others? That is a long story. At that time, my best friend Yuna and I woke up alone in the forest with no memory.

Take a look at the fanfiction if you want to know more about me and Yuna.

https://www.fanfiktion.de/s/5834d053000532bb38c3a45b/1/Broken-Memories-Ein-goettliches-Schicksal