#saz rant

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Sigh

Get a new job but it’s full of neurotypicals and I’m really struggling. I hope things settle in a year or two and I can prove myself again…but working in general I don’t think I can work for 30+ more years I think I might be able to do 15 more tops, I need to figure out a plan so I can somehow retire at 46 or something before my brain explodes.

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Rambling

Just need to power through 38 more years of employment 😭

Also spending more time in the office really reminds me about how socially inept I really am.

I kinda just ugh can I get paid £2k a month just cause I have to be alive plz??? 😭

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Rambles

Rarther frustrated with work right now honestly. Only just twigged that im possibly getting piss taken out of me, getting frustrated that they haven’t been transparent about what’s going on and honestly I just want more money.

I’m just so Blegh and really need something else I think, better money, better flexibility for working from home (ideally 100% from home) my confidence increases more I’m working from home and lower the more days in office.

Idk

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Having to get a new passport so I can buy monsters…I know I look young but I do not look under 16. 😡

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I’ve had a realisation I’ve become far too comfortable telling everyone my problems…issue is getting it out of my system gets rid of it and helps me. :) WTF am I supposed to do? 😭 don’t say pay a therapist I’m literally a cheapskate and this works but it’s socially incorrect.

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Fucking bled all over my shrek pants im so annoyed.

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Wow

I’m already counting down to the weekend haaah

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Off work for 10 entire days! Time to rot for 9 of them then cry on the last day that I’ve done nothing with my time off.