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[catzy88]

July 19th, Liverpool Central Library

Waiting for Big Green Coach to Oasis Live Show in Heaton Park in Manchester

[catzy88]

Hello to all my lovely mutuals, followers, and everyone else reading this. I'm sorry I haven't posted or reblogged anything in quite a while. I'm in the middle of a midlife crisis, and trying not to fall into total anxiety, depression, and chaos.

The good news is that I'm actively trying to work things out with multi-vocational and professional help, so I'm hoping this sort of stasis, that I'm currently in, won't last too long and I'll be able to move onwards soon enough. Meaning that I'll have the mental capacity to be more active here on Tumblr, too. 🤞

But if you're interested what I've been up to these past two or so months fandom-wise, I'm still into Butchlander (The Boys) very much, but because it's been (understandably) a little quiet on that front lately, I've also gone back to one of my old ships, which is Munver (or Tigerfreak) from Stranger Things. (A fandom that I've never actually participated in, lol.)

I've also never even watched ST myself, besides my bff @disdaidal showing me a few episodes especially from Season 4 a couple of years ago. But because I've been a shipper since childhood, even if I didn't know what shipping was back then, I immediately noticed the potencial of Eddie/Jason because of the whole big, bad metal "freak" vs. good, golden Christian boy dynamics. Hey, my first actual acknowledged ships were Drarry (Harry Potter) and SasuNaru (Naruto), so Enemies to Lovers is my #1 fic trope. 🥰

I actually dl'd S4 of ST a while ago to watch it for all the Eddie/Jason moments (however sparse they may be), but I didn't get far, because early in Episode 1 Jason gives a speech at a pep rally, and I had to stop when he pointed out his girlfriend Chrissy from the crowd, and it was all so cringy~ Why yes, I suffer from the worst case of second-hand embarrassment known to man. 😅🙈😂

But yeah, I have some great Butchlander, Munver, and other miscellaneous posts waiting in my Likes, so hopefully I'll get around to reblogging them soon, because I'd love to share them with y'all, too. In fact, I'll reblog some right now, after I finish writing and posting this update that got surprisingly long, sorry. 😅

Warm hugs and thoughts to y'all reading this, wherever and whoever you might be! ❤️❤️❤️

[catzy88]

Sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. I've been busy with RL, and most recently stressing about my favorite band (yup, it's Oasis, how laaame, believe me, I know) getting back together and getting a ticket for one of their shows in the UK/Ireland next year.

Yesterday was a real uphill battle, and like so many others, I got fucked by Ticketmaster (having a ticket in my basket, clicking checkout, only to get booted back to browsing tickets, really???) At least I didn't get booted back to queue like I've read that happened to some people.

BUT! I did manage to get a ticket for one of their Manchester shows. 250€/£210 was my absolute limit, and that's what I had to pay. On the bright side, the ticket cost that much because it includes a coach from Liverpool and back. (I just tried clicking and searching anything that wasn't "Premium" or "In Demand" when the regular standing tickets were unavailable.)

Which, in hindsight, is actually better, because getting (reasonably priced) lodging in Manchester during Oasis gigs is probably going to be a nightmare. Which is why decided to scrap the idea of going to Edinburgh (thank you Tumblr user @todays-just-a-daydream for your tags about the Edinburgh Fringe Festival in @jeevey's post, because I had no idea about that.)

I've always wanted to visit Scotland, but I think this will actually be a real dream come true to fly and lodge in Liverpool, the home town of my other favorite band, the Beatles. I will definitely be visiting the Beatles Museum!

Psst, if you live in Liverpool, are willing to house a couple of 36-year-old ladies for a week or so (for a reasonable price or for free (labour) even), and are not an axe-murderer, HMU. 🙈😅😂

Recommendations for inexpensive lodging in Liverpool not filled with rodents and bugs also welcomed!

[catzy88]

(Un)officially tagged by @disdaidal for one of these Picrew memes. 🥰 They're a nice way to pass the time. You can find this particular Picrew meme HERE.

As always, this makes me look way better than I really am, but I do like that my hair actually is that long atm. Finally! 😭💖 After all these years that I've wanted long hair, I'm finally getting there. Not dying my hair every other month might have had something to do with it... 😅 Unfortunately, the fact that I have very fine hair makes even longer hair on me look like it's not really that long. Oh, well. I'm satisfied with what I've got atm, and I don't even have to go to the hairdresser's to cut it just quite yet.

I'm not tagging anyone specifically, but if you see this and want to do it, you're more than welcome to say you were tagged by me. ✌️😊

[catzy88]

Lately, I've been watching the Saw horror movies (I just finished watching Saw VI), and would you believe it, I've found ships there. 🙈😂 Well, knowing what kinda sicko~ I am, that shouldn't come as a surprise to anyone. 🤭

I mean, in the first movie there're the twinky vouyer Adam and the dashing Dr. Lawrence Gordon (portrayed by Cary Elwes no less 😅) who share some unforgettable and emotional moments in a dirty bathroom. It's the beginning to every great love story. 💕😂

And after that we follow the journey of the big bad detective Mark Hoffman with the kind of pouty lips that were made for sucking cock. Especially FBI Agent Peter Strahm's cock. 😘 Their cat and mouse game is the perfect soil for my favorite trope: enemies to lovers.

Sooo... To my dear followers: expect to see some possibly gory content on your dashes in the near future. But don't worry! I'll be tagging everything properly as usual for you to filter out anything you don't want to see. 😊

[catzy88]

The Mozart l'Opéra Rock blu-ray I ordered on eBay arrived today. My joy was quickly turned into disappointment, because for some reason the disc doesn't play on my blu-ray player. I've tried cleaning the disc and it doesn't seem to have any scratches, either. I tried playing other blu-ray discs and dvds on my player and they work, so the problem is with the MLOR disc. I'm going to visit the local video store tomorrow to ask the guy there to try if he can get the blu-ray working. If so, then my player and the disc are just incompatible and I don't know what to do, because technically the disc works and it would cost more than the blu-ray's worth to send it back to the eBay seller and ask for a refund. *sighs* Just my luck.

[catzy88]

The bots just keep coming again. And now they're more clever than ever, making their urls somewhat believable and not using any userpics. It's a cruel world, and I'm reporting&blocking everyone who follows me with an empty blog without a userpic.

[catzy88]

I went to find out if there are MOR RPF fics (because I'm like that™), and lo and behold there sure are 197 Mikelangelo/Florent fics. The only thing is... only 9 of them are in English! 🤯 This is becoming a real problem. For some reason both of my main fandoms and ships atm (Da Vinci's Demons & Leario + Mozart L'Opera Rock & Mozalieri) are more popular among Chinese and Russian speaking people. For example, 154 of the aforementioned fics are in Chinese. Same thing with Mozalieri fics. Please, I don't have the brain capacity to learn new languages anymore - especially as hard ones as Chinese and Russian. 😭