Feb 27
cquan I tell you a secret (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ
#I slowly stopped watching b.nha and like let it wear off because ..#I was scared of handling the stuff with tou.ya (I got spoiled with things that happen)#I did that thing where you're like ahah yeah I'll watch an episode later maybe but just don't .. until it lasts for days and weeks and then#oopsi#sbfhcjkc#I . stroogle#I am still . reluctant#just !!!! thinking about it makes me feel very very squirmy and upset inside;; and I haven't even seen I-#I haven't seen his baby face and stuff in the show;;#so imagine watching it......#but I want to keep going . with that or reading but both is the same issue..#mmhmph#the thing with zoie is that she can handle devastating heart wrenching situations (look at my guys)#but she will have this such strong instinct to avoid them beforehand if she knows they're coming#it's because I feel emotions very deeply and I know it will F Me Up#so I like . postpone it#ahdjfjchdjjd#eh whatever#zoie lore for you I suppose~#「 mrrp 」#if I don't watch or read ! he's safe and fine and okay and cool and happy even maybe yea ezpz 😌#got the cheat codes really