Today was a rough day for the MCYT Community Many of us are confused, sad, angry, betrayed This is all okay. Feel your emotions, cry if you want to. No it's not "stupid" to cry over something like this, even if we never knew the content creator's personally, the greater community and the safe space and comfort they may have provided for people has now been ripped away from us.
We can only ask to take things slow. Take things one day at a time. Look at everything with respect. Be kinder, be stronger, and learn to make this community a better place based off of what happened today
I found such a safe space and comfort in AvidMC's community. We talked about important topics, and many members supported me and encouraged me. I was always met with such kindness by everyone on the community, all his discord and twitch mods. I can only hope they are okay right now with all of this news.
And to whoever like me this might have brought up past memories of dark times and situations similar to this, wether it be an abuser, groomer, or betrayal of some sort. It's okay to feel your feelings, even the big dark and scary ones.
If anyone needs a shoulder to cry on or some support at this time, I am here.
Some might say "don't waste your tears on avid" but tears cannot be wasted. I will however say. Don't waste your angry breath on him.
We will move on, we will grow, and we will be okay in time.
Be gentle with yourself <3
