So according to the SCALE I've gained 5 pounds this week.
haha FUCK YOU scale. You will not define my mood. I know I may have gained a pound or something but I know it wasn't that much. I'm pretty sure it's because this week has just been insane. Also because:
- I haven't kept track of my intake at all (BAD idea)
- I've been getting about 1/2 to 3/4 the amount of sleep that I have been for the last month/six weeks.
- I drank WAY too much this week, as in almost every night. GOTTA cut that down. My husband contributes to this a lot - he just likes beer and stuff and sort of gently pushes me to drink with him aaaaaaand I usually give in. I have to get better at saying no to him with food/alcohol. Because I KNOW he wants to see me succeed but his goals aren't mine, so I have to really take completely responsibility of what goes in my mouth.
Taking responsibility and control of my eating is what I really need to work on - because that is what will lose me the weight and help me get the results I need. So this week I'm going to get back to keeping track of food, no alcohol (I definitely don't need it), and my goal will be 1700 cals/day, plus continuing to work out more and more and meet the non-weight/measurement goals. I'm also doing measurements/month one pictures on Thursday so hopefully I'll see some change in those as well.
Now off to clean my disgusting apartment (another casualty of this week), then workout (I'm thinking of doing a mini triathlon so I can see if I even like it), and homework and practice and church and......blargh.