#scatteredbrain

[eclecticspiritualjourney]

Where are my ducks? Or are they cats?

Lately I have been very scatter brained. My mind wanders often. I believe I've mentally traveled around the world at least three times. I get a thought or an idea in my head and then….

I lose my place in that moment.

I get up to do something and then….

I lose my place in that moment.

My thoughts, ideas and tasks are all gone, TOTALLY gone! Even when I try to retrace my steps.

I know there are other people out there going through something similar. I just want to let you know you are not alone, but I do not have the answers yet. I have been working on this a long time. It seems that the older I get and the physiological changes I am going through, the worse it gets.

I will update everyone when I have figured my circumstance out. Please don't hold your breath. It may take a while.

Thank you for reading and you can make a comment if you feel so inclined to do so.

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I'm nodding, and it's okay.

You're mad, and it's alright.

We're distant, and it's all fine.

It's okay, it's all a lie.

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I look back at old photos of myself sometimes, and get jealous of how pretty I was before children and time.

But I then I remember where I was during those photos. Drinking every night and taking one too many muscle relaxers and opiates. I was insecure. I was depressed. I was trying so hard to convince some one to love me, and trying way too hard to convince myself that I deserved to be loved.

Now, I'm a lot less depressed, and a lot less insecure. I with out a doubt know that I am loved and that I deserve to be loved. And instead of binge drinking I indulge myself in the wonderful flavors of wine or maybe a mojito every now and then.

So yes, I may have been more beautiful on the outside. But now I'm beautiful on the inside and outside.

Just little things to remember.