#schecter316

[betweenparisandphoenix]

Waste your words on me just like I apparently wasted mine. It's probably easier to believe that I'm the one who couldn't feel than trying to remember all I've ever said. I guess the effort is just not worth it. Like me. It's probably easier to believe that I'm not even here, so it looks like it never happened… I'm not hurt. Am I? You said you were the one feeling it all. You had my soul. You held my fucking heart. I was yours. With open arms. Open eyes. Don't paint me like a heartless monster because I still feel it beating I guess it's probably easier saying "goodbye”. I wouldn't know, tho… I'm still here.

lost letter to upsided C9

[betweenparisandphoenix]

I've been trying to write about you for a while but I just can't romantize it anymore. It just got too fucked up. Even for me.

writer’s block.

[betweenparisandphoenix]

[...] You say you can see people's auras... I wonder if you know how beautiful yours is.

from “Aura” 

[betweenparisandphoenix]

I spent three hours in the shower today trying to wash you away from me I got nothing but some bruises and thousand more pictures of how I wanted it to be.

[betweenparisandphoenix]

I feel like creating but I can’t write shit I wish I could glue words to my brain and I wish I could draw you in my pupils using my old guitar strings that probably broke someday back when I was singing songs about you Smoking all of my friend’s cigarettes by a fading fireplace on an abandoned cold camp house where I used to go and dream about your eyes under the stars.

[betweenparisandphoenix]

You make me feel like writing again and I can’t wait to write down all those rhymes Sketching letter by letter like I’m feeling your hair through my fingertips.

“Fingertips”

[betweenparisandphoenix]

You make me feel like writing again and I can’t wait to write down all those rhymes

from “Fingertips” 

[betweenparisandphoenix]

I see myself in the rain I hear my screams when I'm singing all those love songs I wrote you during another one. And I feel like I'm falling free just like raindrops higher than we could ever wonder hitting harder than we could ever handle And still you think it's beautiful.

about raindrop’s hitting the ground