#scheherazadesdiary

[ravensclawed]

scheherazadesdiary replied to your post: i’m really struggling with my body ima...

You’re sweet and kind and loving and a tragic princess and I love you no matter how you feel about yourself.

♡♡♡♡ ily

[mariposagal]

You can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iPod etc and write down the first 20 songs. Here are the rules: No skipping! Be honest! Then pass this on to 10 people!

 I was tagged by quickbane :)

Witchcraft-Mandy Harvey

I'm Not Edward Cullen-Hank Green

The Bridge of Khazad-Dum-The Fellowship of the Ring soundtrack

On My Own-Les Miserables Original Broadway Cast

I Know You're There-Matthew West

I'm Gonna Kill You-Hank Green

The Rescue-Tyler Ward

Chemical Love-Charlie McDonnell

Edward Spoonhands-Hank Green

Testify to Love-Avalon

Don't Go Breaking My Heart- Elton John feat. Kiki Dee

We Are the Grapes of Wrath-Veggie Tales

Black Coffee-The Careless Lovers

Welcome Vacation-Julia Nunes

A Whole New World-Aladdin

Friend Like Me-Aladdin

August's Rhapsody-August Rush Soundtrack

Your Love is Better than Life-Newsboys

Welcome To Our World-Chris Rice

A Song About Acne-Charlie McDonnell

Wow, this is such a weird amalgam--it mostly represents what I listened to in high school, not what I listen to now. Of these 20 songs, I regularly listen to numbers: 1, 7, and 11. 

I tag: acrickettofillthesilence, scheherezadesdiary, worthlessandsuperior, the-painted-poppy, pinkmagicalsocks, chirp-with-joy, thoughts-from-a-nothing, and anyone else who wants to do it :)

[ravensclawed]

scheherazadesdiary replied to your post: I got really high last night wow. also...

Do tell???

so I hung out with a couple guy friends and we had a bonfire and it was suuuper nice :) one of them went home after smoking a bowl with us and the other guy, Christian, and I smoked another huge bowl and dabbed and got hella high and we decided it was a really good idea to go on a hike so we drove over to the water tower and wandered down into this field and we were walking and holding hands and stuff and I was looking at the sky and I could see thousands of stars and there were little silver lines of light connecting them all to each other and wow it was beautiful

and then I told him that I wanted to lay down and look at the stars so we walked off the path a bit until we found a mossy spot and we stretched out on the ground and I was cuddled up against his side but he'd hurt his ribs on that side so he asked if we could switch sides and I said I didn't want to get up so he put his arms around me and rolled us over so he was lying down and I was on top of him and we were talking about something, I don't remember what, but I was being a bit of a tease anyway haha and we kept getting so close to kissing and then we finally did

I have no idea how long we were making out on the ground for because time goes by really weirdly for me when I'm high, but Christian got cold so we went back to his car and then drove back to his house and he got me some board shorts and we got in the hot tub (I was just wearing the board shorts and a bra) and we were just chilling in there for a little bit and then he mentioned something about how he "wasn't comfortable enough" haha so he came over to where I was sitting and pulled me onto his lap and said "that's better" and then we were kissing again

we got out of the hot tub so I could give him head but he was freezing cold so we got back in and then he used his hands and holy wow that boy knows what he's doing and long story short we had sex for a long time in that hot tub and yeah damn he can last long and wow I'm actually kinda sore today from last night haha

[ravensclawed]

scheherazadesdiary replied to your post “fucked up again big time because of something so fucking stupid that...”

We love you the world loves you take a big breath and take a long bath and we'll be waiting for you

I love you

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scheherazadesdiary replied to your post: ...

EXCUSE ME RUDE NOBODY TALKS TO MY MEGHAN LIKE THAT I’LL SMACK YOUR ASS INTO NEXT WEEK MOTHERFUCKER

this girl is the best

[ravensclawed]

scheherazadesdiary replied to your post: my mom just told me she’s noticed...

I’m telling you to stop. Please stop. :/

I want to but then again I don't. I know it's bad for me, but part of me doesn't care. It's so hard because I've tried everything to be thin and beautiful and I'm neither of those things and it hurts and it hurts that my mom doesn't care and everything hurts and I just need some kind of control

[ravensclawed]

scheherazadesdiary replied your post fat ugly worthless stupid

fuck this. fuck that. fucking. no. youre stunning. and i mean it megs, youre beautiful and you have beautiful words to share and share them!!!!!

I really really love you okay

[ravensclawed]

scheherazadesdiary replied your post hey story time with Meghan, its been thirty five days since my suicide attempt and my scars still look like shit hooray

babytalk to me?

it's really nothing important. I just want them to stop sucking so much, you know?