Kaya ko gusto matuto maglaro. Kaya ko ginusto maging gamer, gusto ko kasi ipamukha sa'yo na matatalo kita sa paraan na alam kong magaling ka. I hate you. I hate myself for all this. Sabi mo nga diba? "I'm not worth crying for." I couldn't help but cry. And i hate you. Because all the while, you don't want me to cry..yet..yung memories mo is enough to make me feel bad and cry. Right now, ayoko na maging gamer. You know why? Matalo man kita sa kahit saan, kung di mo malalaman na ako yung tumalo sa'yo..wala rin. I don't want to be a gamer, kasi i don't want to beat you on your own game. Ayaw ko na gumanti. Because sadly, tuwing naiisip kita, naaalala ko kung gaano tayo naging masaya at kung paano mo giniba ang buhay ko.