#schizocat

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once was broken now is whole and that is thanks to you

you have brought sunshine back to a place of darkness

peace has overcome me and feelings of joy i embrased

i hope this is final time that i have to suffer without

you have told me things that i have wanted to hear my entire life

and yes i feel the same about you and i always will

i am yours forever and a day passed that if you have me

once i get a hold of you i am never gonna let you go 

you are now stuck with me and part of me and i of you

as our journey begins it will be magnificent and long

walk with me for eternity and i will always be by your side

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so little time

i have fallen so many times... it is to hard to rise again!

heartbreak hinders me, i will never see another sunrise..

i will never smile again... nor express joy... experience pleasure...

this not a cry for help... rather a statement of state of mind...

do not follow me... i am not worthy of your pity... nor do i want it...

i may be back... but not today nor tomorrow... alone i exist...

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makes me wonder

as the loneliness embraces me and tightens it grasp... 

i find myself feeling comfort instead of pain...

this can not be explained with any merit...

the longer it holds me the more it becomes real...

if this chain that shackles me was ever to break...

i would find myself lost and missing it’s grip...

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my heart!

the lonely heart is not broken beyond mend

only fractured slightly with many deep scars

mine is such a heart filled with desire, love, and pain

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you

i wish i could fly.

i would sore across an ocean for you, would you me?

i can not believe the feelings inside that i have for you.

never have i had these emotions.

what have you done to me?

why can i not think of anything but you?

have you put a spell on me?

perhaps the spell is mine.

whatever it is i wish it to continue.

we belong together and i know you see this.

come home to me.

i will be waiting.

i will be at peace with you in my arms.

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if i trip and fall, pick me up

if i say i am hungry , feed me please

if i am angry, clam me down 

when i am happy, share my joy

and i will do all this and more for you as well

you are in my soul and i in yours

mated as one in this world and the next

you can go nowhere i would not go

i would not go anywhere you could not follow

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Still

still i sit and wait.. 

whatever be my fate...

searching for my mate...

will she come to late?...

from the time it had began...

from the time i turned a man...

alone here still i stand...

waiting for your hand...

tomorrow may never come...

after all the waiting done...

awaiting the rising sun...

only to find the “one”...

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pissed

i am pissed... upset by the lies you spew...

you say you love me... i say fuck you!...

the wicked within you far exceeds the good...

do you hate yourself?... well, you should...

never bother to speak to me ever again...

i just sorry this ever began...

i am pissed!