#school feels

[poorly-drawn-vocaloid-unive-blog]

as a student, I typically have to wake up before the sun rises, which means it’s too dark to see what the contents of my closet look like. because of this a recurring nightmare of mine is accidentally wearing one of my animu t-shirts to school and not realizing it until my mind wakes up around 9:00. by then my power level has been revealed to the whole class and I must kill them all to keep the knowledge a secret.

[bendyknees]

Me after having drawing and painting for 5 hours and my prof saying I’m not good at it

[smol-soul-art]

[queergremlin]

when ur teacher writes feedback on ur assignment but u can’t understand their handwriting

[seashell-eyed]

11:21 pm

It is only half an hour away from the end of day one of week one of the new quarter and I’m already stressed. Between classes and running around figuring out a way to pass Chinese 4 and collecting forms for my job, I spent minimal time sitting down, and now, when I’m supposed to be doing two chapters and two articles of reading, all I want to do is lie down and breathe as slowly as possible.

And yet, I continue to line up more work for myself- looking into doing an internship, taking on another job, searching for volunteering opportunities, I can’t stop won’t stop don’t stop and if I’m unable to find a better method of coping with my stress I know that I’ll crumple and I won’t be able to do jack shit.

I’ve always considered myself a cheerful and go-with-the-flow kind of person, but now I’m realizing that the same force that propels my optimism forward is the one that tells me that if I don’t just shut the fuck up and buckle down my life will be insignificant. 

[paintsad]

So excited for this year (to be over) !!!