#school lb

[eagans]

[3/10] deadlines done and 10 days to go!!!!! genuinely my body was not made for this

[hillmon]

SENIOR NIGHT AT GAY HIGHSCHOOL!!!! BASKETBALL TEAM IS ABOUT TO EAT TOTAL SHITTTTT

[romulus]

ughhhh i have to get a sticker so i can use a calculator on my stats exam buuuuuuuuut my social anxiety is makin that one HELL of a process

[eagans]

need to wrench five thousand words from my soul in 24 hours

[eagans]

also just. this is literally going to be the last four weeks of everything and it’s going to be so intense. it’s going to be so bad. keep me in your thoughts y’all? it’s literally going to be so bad. this has already been over 3 months of all my maladaptive patterns coming back stronger and stronger and idk how i am going to manage the rest of the way in a way that respects myself. but i will..?

[eagans]

second time an instructor tells me i should try submitting my story to a literary mag but that shit scary!!!!!!

[eagans]

the most intense day i’ve had in a while is over and feeling extremely not fit for human contact and i know it will pass and all that but wow i feel bad

[eagans]

in other news my therapist tried to make me say that i know my mother loved me and then asked me to rate how true it felt and i absolutely did not need to be dealing with this when i literally have 6 different deadlines in the next ten days