can we talk about the fact that murderbot literally named itself "murderbot" because of a past trauma where it lost control and accidentally killed a bunch of people, which is objectively dark and depressing as hell...
but then it spends the rest of the series just using that name casually like a gamer tag while it panics over minor social interactions.
like, it will literally face a horde of corporate hitmen and think: "i am a terrifying security unit, a literal murderbot."
but then a human says "good morning" to it and murderbot is instantly like: "oh god, why are they talking to me? should i pretend my software is updating? i am going to pass out. i wish i was dead so i could finish season 4 of my space drama."
the absolute duality of being a synthetic killing machine that could wipe out a whole room in 4 seconds but choosing to be an anxious, drama-obsessed introvert instead. martha wells really created the most relatable creature in existence.














