Lost boys, Never grow up, never go home Lost boys, Never spend their lunch money, yeah Lost boys, Never grow up, never get old Lost boys Find me
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Lost boys, Never grow up, never go home Lost boys, Never spend their lunch money, yeah Lost boys, Never grow up, never get old Lost boys Find me
This machine is killing me ∬ pretended it was make-believe
@scondstar & @jagcula & @darkerthrills
@scondstar sent ❛ every time i close my eyes, all i see is the pain you've caused. ❜
" the pain i've caused ?! " nearly a year of solitude , with only the growing rot of the coronado to keep him company. no fury , no thurst , just an aching loneliness. but there's a spark now , one unexpected but welcomed. a small flame igniting within him for the first time since-- since-- " paul , dwayne , marko. they're dead , star. " there's an unmistakable agony as he says it. the first time he says it. each name another stake through his chest. he gets close now. dangerously close , eyes wide and wild , nostrils flaired. he is little more than an animal , a beast made of grief and rage. " because of you. "
i'm setting ruby up on a blind date with wan shi tong
recommend romantic candidates // @scondstar ;;
You think just because they're ancient, powerful beings who live in libraries, know too much and have a huge ego, that means they'd get along well?
You're right, I'd love to see them together lmao.
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"I don't believe this!"
She had wanted to take the opportunity to do something just the two of them. Though the horror of what they'd been through had forged a tight bond, Lucy still wanted to take the opportunity to get to know Star in a typical, normal sense. Taking a trip to a few of the local thrift shops seemed as good of a way as any, there was always bound to be something interesting to find.
"How could anyone want to get rid of these?!" She held up a few dresses, one deep purple in color with a long, flowing skirt and another shorter one with a wild print. "Man, what I would have given to be able to find these sort of things years ago. I never would have left Santa Carla, I wouldn't have had the heart to leave my closet behind!"
She shook her head with a smile, putting the dresses back on the rack.
"Seeing anything that's catching your eye?"
stay out of trouble. the boys could still hear the directive ringing in their ears when things got too heated on their nightly prowls at the boardwalk. max had zero tolerance for his boys' mischief when it risked exposing them all. what might happen if they were locked up overnight in the jail, and the sun rose the next day? he would say. curtains. the show's over and the rest of the coven would be left the pick up the pieces. dwayne felt a howl boiling up in the back of his throat when the cop shoved him against the squad car and slapped the cuffs on him. out of the group, he was the mediator. the peacekeeper. when things got too riled up, he stepped in. tonight, his intervention—pushing marko away from the grabbing hands of the uniformed patrol—helped the fuzz capture one of their own. rotten luck.
star presses their forehead to dwayne’s, voice breaking as they murmur, "i don't know how to fix this, but i'm not leaving."
the hot metal of the cop car against his forehead was replaced by the cool touch of star's vow. the jail bars on either side of his face squeezed him as he tried pushing closer to @scondstar. fangs exposed while star's face shielded his, dwayne stared back at her with an unholy glint to his darkened eyes. ❝ they can't keep me here, star! i can't be… here. what are you gonna do? ❠ it wasn't that he didn't have FAITH in star. if david were here, he could enchant the bailiff to release him. dwayne wasn't entirely worried about max's punishment either. he would face those consequences when the time came. if it ever did. his main focus was the walls closing in around him. unlike the cave which sheltered them, the holding cell was a TRAP, a box that would sooner bury him forever. dwayne's fingers reached for the delicate jawline of star's face. his body convulsed under the last strain of his control, but his touch was tender. a whisper.
[ storm ] caught in the midst of a torrential downpour, sender can't help but close the distance and kiss receiver in the rain
; — DIFFERENT KINDS OF KISSES🩸
The DOWNPOUR had struck quick — beach goers and partiers alike FLEEING for the cover of the NEON BEDECKED boardwalk. SOAKING stage and INSTRUMENTS and sound equipment alike. BLEACHED hair swings in whorls of CLUMPING curls of LIGHTNING WHITE, matching the STREAKS blitzing the sky over the OCEAN.
ANGELIC head tipped back toward the sky, pelted in the fall of clean cool water down the constellation of freckles on her cheeks — across the gentle slope of her nose, the thick fan of her lashes, the sharp swoop of her cheekbones. Freckled arms spinning out in the ONSLAUGHT, PEACHY laughter bubbling from out between TOO SHARP TEETH. Honeyed gaze lifting, WILD EYED and MOUNTAIN LION BRIGHT to study her Star.
Star who was soaked in the rain and spun DIZZYING sheer fabric circles beside her. Star who glowed like her namesake, or a COMET, or something other ETHEREAL intangible thing that the bleach blonde longed to CLASP clumsy fingers around, a childhood grasp round the FIREFLY gleaming in the middle. HERE, but too beautiful to EVER fully capture in thought or word or memory.
THEIR EYES CONNECT — Lucy’s GLITTER GLOSSED mouth parting to say something rendered COMPLETELY INCONSEQUENTIAL by the pounding of Star’s feet in the sand. A SPRINT and a CRASH and her rain dewed lips were PRESSING against Lucy’s own. SHOCKED STILL by the sensation for a moment before she’s raising quick and GREEDY hands to Star’s cheeks.
HOURGLASS surging forward until their bodies pressed flush, EAGER and a little CLUMSY. A ragged DESPERATE noise fleeing the bleach blonde’s CADAVEROUS CHEST as she parts her glossy lips into the kiss, tongue tracing along Star’s pretty bottom lip.
Delicate hands cradle her cheeks, one DRIFTING to clutch the back of her neck. FEVERISH. PURE WANT rioting RAVENOUSLY in her ROTTEN LITTLE HEART. Already afraid to LET GO, to lose the taste and the warmth and the perfect precious line of their bodies TIGHT to one another.
❝Star,❞ she breathes, a DEVOTIONAL HYMN on her plush lips.
steve had steered them into some greasy spoon more inland. overstimulated by the night life of the boardwalk, he felt like he was back home stuck in some non-stop fourth of july celebration. there at to be more to this part of the world than pinball machines and carnival rides. he'd ordered a full meal complete with a double stacked burger and onion rings, but it was taking a while for the waitress to bring it to their booth. the plate of fries was a tempting appetizer that steve idly found himself fishing from before he realized he'd stolen a couple of potato strings, popping them into mouth and chewing ravenously.
sender lets receiver steal fries off their plate without complaining.
his face went slack with guilt as he swallowed hastily. “ sorry. promise i'll replace them with some of mine as soon as it comes. ” he spun his head around again to the order window with no such luck. leaning back, he spread his arm over the plush back of the booth and looked around. it was exactly what you'd expect of a diner. retro outfitted with fifties and sixties rock n' roll memorabilia. a jukebox was even playing out of the corner. he recognized the singer as patsy cline with one of her crossover singles filling the bustling space. steve returned his face to @scondstar's with a bit of mischief to his smile. “ when do i get to hear you sing? ” he wondered. his fingers danced around the white, oval plate, stealing himself from snagging another fry.
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pain returned to him like a scorned lover. so familiar, almost comforting. as dwayne extracted himself from his eternal grave, he stumbled to his feet. a moment of awkwardness he hadn't experienced for so many years, it brought tears to his eyes. then his hands were on his own face, touching the warm salty wet and bringing it down to his tongue for a taste. he hadn't shed tears for even longer. a vision of his mother waving goodbye to him drifted into his mind's eye like a cloud of smoke—unbeckoned and just as swiftly faded away. the blood from his wounded face flowed more freely, and dwayne moved his probing fingers next to gather the drip. then his fingers hovered at his mouth. a silent warning not to taste the crimson substance because he no longer carried the heavy thirst within. no longer did he need it to survive. to gain his strength. something sputtered inside him, and dwayne nearly collapsed.
the sight of her… star, caught him. the mistress of their mutual destruction. destruction hidden beneath salvation, for he wasn't dead. even better, he was alive again. he was… human. the toy arrow stuck out of his breast, between the center and his shoulder. gripping it in his fist, he yanked it from his muscle and cast it aside. blinking past the wave of nausea, dwayne took a drunken step towards the door. then another. he could smell the electrical burns on his flesh, the singes from his hair. he needed to get as far away from here as quickly as possible. he was a wounded dog in search of a small, dark space to recenter inside. without knowing why besides it was what he'd always done, he returned to hudson's bluff and burrowed inside the catacombs. he couldn't suspend as he once had, so dwayne curled up behind a large rock. wrapping his arms around himself, and he tucked his knees into his bleeding chest. the tears flowed with the blood, watering it down.
what was he going to do now?