Since my mama say it's clearly too cold to go out in a crop top, I had to settle for a photo shoot in my grandma's bathroom😂 This is a season of freakin going through things. Frfr. I can't put in words sometimes how I've been trying to deal internally. I'm 31, unemployed, with dreams inside me that have been bubbling to the surface for years. I'll just say it out loud: I want to run my own Christian based business that encourages women to live their truth, yet find Jesus along the way. I want to push people to read the Word of God, BELIEVE it, and LIVE it. I don't want to be a slave to the clock. I want to raise my son well. I want him to know that his mama has HUGE faith and that ALL things are possible with God. I want to get this world excited about the Word and promises of God! I want love to find me in the right time, at the right place and I believe God will orchestrate it. I want to travel more this year and beyond than I ever have in my life. I want to pray and see things happen! Am I scared? Yes. Do I question God? Yes. Do I have it all together? No. But do I know Who does? Yes. I'm a mess. I'm broken. I mess up. I fight inner demons. I fight spiritual battles daily. I fight myself. I hate the mom I am most days. I try to not hate the mom I am other days. I fear often that no one can receive or love the REAL me even though I got a God who loves me and fights for me, friends who support and encourage me, and a family that's worth more than life itself. I'm a ball of confusion, but I'm worth figuring out. I'm blessed when I feel cursed. I'm a hot commodity though I'm damaged. Bruh, I'm Key and I'm STILL a GOOD THING. To God be the glory for making a diamond out of dust. He's stretching me, but my trust is in Him and He'll never put me to shame. I'm beyond thankful that my identity, future, and purpose is wrapped up in Him and not in this world. I love you, Jesus, now&always. *PSALM 34:10* P.S. looovvveee this crop top from @goodtreeclothing. Told y'all crop top season was upon us😋 Psalm 34:10 . . . #happymothersdayweekend #motherhood #momlife #screwfear #imaboss #imahotmama #canttellmenothin #diva #croptopseasoniscoming https://www.instagram.com/p/BxVJFh0l1SW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uzeu5usxe9rs
