#scrollonby

[theinvinciblebookworm]

Have not had any issues here on IG, but cross posting for good measure. I will not be butthurt if you unfollow me, but I will if you try to police what I post! #scrollonby #byefelicia https://www.instagram.com/p/CCen4Wkn9EU/?igshid=199b7a91w7bpt

[theinvinciblebookworm]

Have not had any issues here on IG, but cross posting for good measure. I will not be butthurt if you unfollow me, but I will if you try to police what I post! #scrollonby #byefelicia https://www.instagram.com/p/CCen4Wkn9EU/?igshid=tmrs4kr4kzcz

[peachy-queen]

It's pretty damn easy. #scrollonby #disagreelikeanadult #easypeasy https://www.instagram.com/p/CB6gUgID08sHPmNlfhQ-gO_U2re3nMX-2Yh7Kk0/?igshid=qcg9hudv54l5

[anarchyandorder]

Alea iacta est

Something was off about today. 

Something was definitely off. And I think I know exactly what it is. You see, I have been presented with an impasse. This impasse, thought up by some dark part of my mind, has given me a choice, one that I have found really hard to find an answer to.

And this question is quite simple, but yet so damn complex:

Do I try and keep the friendships from this period in my life, or do I burn all the bridges and try again?

This seems like a question that for anyone else would be easily answered, but for me, it's not so simple.

I'll be honest, I've faked it. I've faked it so much that I started to believe my own little facade of a personality and I accept it as the truth. But it's not. And that's what my friends see, what they know as me. 

So again I come back to the original question and ask myself whether I should just leave and not speak again to any of them. Reboot, retry, and forge a new person.

Because I'm tired of faking it. Really, really tired.

[ridakulous-blog]

that awkward moment went you constantly and consistently give up on everyone but two people in your life. Gonna maybe set up a queue and go onto the private or out for a walk or away because seriously?