#scy rants

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Deltarune is 8 years old and there’s still dumbasses misgendering Kris I will blow up every single one of them

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The Husband and I have been doing a community movie night.

It's since devolved into a kids night, which is fine, we're going to split it into two nights so the adults can enjoy like...wine and karaoke

But ya'll. Ya'll.

All the fuckers who were like "oh....u'll love kids...it's different when they're your own....they're so wonderful..." can frankly go fuck themselves.

Like I want everyone to understand, I'm right there with the Husband looking for Nerf guns and coming up with games. I want these kids to have something fun and good in their lives, because we are *not* in a particularly great community.

But ya'll. Ya'll.

The youngest is like...4 and I cannot fucking understand a word she says. She talks like a 2 year old with a marble in their mouth. She is (supposedly) autistic. I suspect she is, but mostly because she's the youngest of four and I think her parents neglected to, y'know, teach her how to human. The next youngest is a boy and can tell you he has autism. He also likes to weaponize his incompetence. I had to gently remind him how faucets work. The oldest? Barely 18 and basically the others' mom. She's a vicious Nerf gunner and you can tell she's taking her frustrations out by shooting her siblings.

Lemme be beyond clear. My heart hurts for these kids. They cry when they have to go home.

But fuck, I am so happy when I can finally get a quiet moment. There are a percentage of us who are meant to be aunties, uncles, and whatever the fuck you call a nonbinary aunt/uncle, and that's fine! Humans were never meant to be raised by only two stressed out adults, and it's fucking stupid to act as if every jackass with a uterus needs to use it.

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My thoughts

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Also I’m just going to say on the whole accounts being banned by YouTube thing I’m extremely grateful I wasn’t one of those accounts

I was spamming emotes like the next person was and I was ok but so many people weren’t and that’s bs. YouTube needs to get their shit together because this is not ok. They need to realize their creators and their viewers are the ones signing YouTube’s check everyday and if we were to all disappear they would lose their whole company status basically overnight

They should treat us better and I for one am ready to boycott YouTube if this doesn’t get resolved. Banning people over an emote is not fair and quite frankly I won’t stand for my fellow community memebers being treated like garbage

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Tomorrow is the first day of October and it’s still freaking 90 degrees outside wtf where is fall this isn’t ok I want to wear pants and sweaters

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Roommate and I, talking about things to do tomorrow

Rm: “hmm how obease do I feel...” *while looking at herself*

Me: heh I almost cried about that earlier today, being fat

Rm: “what?! Why?? That’s not something to cry about”

Me: ...

*Remembers that my roommate is on the other end of the food problem spectrum, barely eats so she’s skinny but still believes herself to be fat

Me:...definitely

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Why can’t more girls play Apex Legends 😫

I suck ass and I have a perfectly good mic but everytime someone uses their mic it’s always a guy and I don’t want to use my mic and have them hear me and think like “oh it’s a girl she’s going to suck and slow us down” like yeah I’m a girl and yeah I do suck but I don’t play FPS’ like ever so don’t judge me based on thaaaaaatt my gender and my skill have nothing to do with one another cause I will own your ass in literally any other game

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Wish I could stop being so depressed about being fat and actually make an effort to fix that

But I guess my brain would rather eat a lot of really disappointing junk food than do that

Guess it loves sitting here, being disgusted with myself almost to the point of sickness than to try to be happy and change