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[hello-from-my-life]

2/11

hi friends I promise I didn't forget but I forgot that I could both create a post and continue scrolling and I am very deep into the humans are space orcs tag and I didn't want to lose my place

woke up at like 11, then got brunch. came back, procrastinated studying for chem, then actually studied for chem. finished my practice problems, wanted to cry, then made my notecard. read through the textbook, got dinner with T, D, and Sd, then came back and wasn't feeling well (headache, backache, vague nausea) so I passed on doing the notecard with them and instead laid down. then went and did yoga with M (no I was not feeling great but I wanted to chat with her and I like yoga) and came back and talked some more. finished my reading, left the lectures for the next morning, and went to sleep around midnight :)

[hello-from-my-life]

2/6

starting to remember more yay

woke up, went to breakfast/lunch (had a grapefruit 10/10), went to polsci. it was interesting! started doing some research for the polsci paper. went to chem lab (watched things melt and reform -_-), then met up with Sd and went to Albertson's - got some ice cream :D. did yoga with M then came back and relaxed

[hello-from-my-life]

2/3

weekend baby

woke up, did nothing, ate lunch (it tried to autocorrect to mother??? which yes but also)

did a little bit of homework and then gave up, then went to Sd's room and watched 3 movies (Nerve - 2/5, didn't pay much atfention; Bad Moms - 4/5, was funny; 365 days - we watched this one because D wanted tiddies) then decided to have a sleepover so it was C, T, Sd and I in Sd's funky couch-bed setup (2 twinxl's pushed together) and then D was on the floor - none of us got much sleep, i got an elbow to the face from T and C kept getting almost pushed off the side by me and T kept waking up by almost rolling on top of me haha

[hello-from-my-life]

2/2

yay friday

woke up, breakfasted, went to chem. came back, chatted with T, went to lunch. went to stats (lab day, boring). came back and hung out, did some homework, studied some, went to the gym. came back, got changed, and went to the movies with T, D, Sd, and C - we saw argylle and oh my god it was HOT TRASH. I thought it was so bad it was funny, but that's probably the sleep deprivation talking (we saw it at 10pm and got back to the dorms at 1am)

[hello-from-my-life]

1/31

oh look at me actually doing it day of (kinda) for once

woke up, managed to not wake Sd up, got breakfast, went to chem. chem was fine, went to the old building to study, then attempted to go to office hours for stats but got confused. got lunch with the group, then they left for bio and I went to the common area to study. went back to the dorm, got a snack, then went to stats. bio was canceled so I went to the dorm and then trekked out to philosophy (it's actually one of my closer classes). that was fine, then I went to dinner and came back to the dorm. studied some, then C came over and I went to the gym (arms day!). came back, hung out, went to go watch mamma mia with C, T, and Sa but T had to leave to do theology with D and Sd. we finished mamma mia and then found D and T helping Sd rearrange furniture because her roommate was gone (at 11:30pm mind you) and we ended up helping. finished, hung out some, went back to our room and took a shower. it's almost 1am but my class is at 11 so 🤷

[hello-from-my-life]

1/30

let myself sleep in (no class till 11). got up, went to breakfast. studied for my polsci quiz. went to polsci, got an 80 on the quiz :/. sent out a few emails looking for a group for the polsci paper. went to lunch, then back to the dorm. went to chem lab, made some stuff melt, got confused by excel, then scheduled another meet with my lab partner to help her work through a homework problem. back to the dorm, then to the cafeteria. met with my partner, walked her through it, she said she understood but then didn't want to do any of the work and just wanted to copy my answer. very frustrating. ate dinner, then went back to my room. Sd slept over because her roommate is moving out (at 10pm on a Tuesday night, mind you).

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1/26

fuck - forgot yesterday

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woke up at 7, did not want to get up. got up anyways. finally found the yogurt bar in the cafeteria, went to chem, almost fell asleep, came back, finally watched Anastasia for the first time (I love the Romanovs oh my god) , then went to lunch with C, D, T, and Sd (as usual) and then stats. stats was fine, we went and hung out in the OC booths and tried to work through the lab, then I came back to the dorm and watched the first 6 episodes of the crown (aaaah it's so fun - I needed a break from law so we go to royal drama). ate dinner in between episodes, then just let myself rot :) sometimes a good rot is exactly what you need

[hello-from-my-life]

1/25

hmm. today was a solid 3/10

woke up, rolled over and went back to sleep. got up at 8am thanks to a sudden sharp cramp in my right calf that demanded my attention and is still sore (14 hours later). got breakfast, tried to study. got very little work done and cried instead because I missed my family. went to polsci, got distracted while taking notes - a solution is needed. forest maybe? I can't leave the app or my tree dies? thoughts for tomorrow. got lunch, talked with D, T, C, and Sd, came back to the dorm. was suddenly very productive and finished my math homework, my chem homework (or what of it I could do, as some of it concerns tomorrow's lecture). went to the gym, did yoga with M. came back, bustled about getting ready for work, ate oatmeal, went to the cafeteria for work (I swipe cards and tend the salad and sandwich bars). worked until 9 and hated almost every minute of it - the hell I am put through when I have to stand there and have no physical or mental stimulation is indescribable. got to distract myself by prepping grapes for tomorrow's yogurt bar though. calf was annoying me all through the evening. when I got off I rushed back to the dorm and am now currently trying to reset my regulation system by letting the weight of my blankets and my noise canceling headphones soothe me. am I autistic? something to talk to my therapist about, perhaps.

hopefully, I'll end the night by calling C :))