#sdjfal

[theskyexists]

i just realised that everything i wanted from episode 11 is what will happen in episode 12 and BUT I HAVE TO GO TO BED FOR REAL AAGGHGH

ok good exercise in delaying gratification

[theskyexists]

How do they manage to make iceskating suspenseful? And you’re hooked??? even though you’ve essentially seen these programs before? the internal monologues.....and the MASTERFUL BUILDING OF SUSPENSE

[theskyexists]

I JUST WATCHED THE FIRST EPIDSOE OF YURI ON ICE IT IS AMAZING???!?!?! JUST ABSOLUTELY AMAZING???????

[theskyexists]

so anyway putting all my hope in the next episode and Lexa having some serious screentime to show her motives and some brilliant planning to deal with the Skaikru threat that isn’t war also I want her to get angry at Clarke I JUST WANT HER ANGRY AT CLARKE 

Like look I know that I said that people don’t deserve to live or not they have a right to life but I want Lexa to be like: war sucks but your people (our people but they DON’T WANT ME SO FUCK) clarke are fucking testing me they are actually terrible

and I want clarke to totally agree or for her to get CUT DOWN for any arguments she brings to the table about how they’re not. THEY ARE.

I just want it to be clear that Lexa is doing this from serious considerations and her own vision for the future and not bc Clarke is asking to spare her dumbass excuse of a people. And I want her to want Pike’s head because there’s still gotta be consequences just not 2000 people dead.