A/N: It’s my first time writing something in this style (it’s my first time writing so many things, i’m such a no0b). This is really long. Also, i watched this old video of SVT talking about their ideal type and Mingyu said he would like to date a bad girl since he is a good boy, i didn’t knew that when i wrote this, but oh, well. English is not my first language so let me know if there is any spelling mistakes.
*NOT MY GIF*
You see your soulmate life when you sleep.
It can be a dream or a nightmare, depending on their day.
Mingyu feels like every one of his dreams are nightmares, because your life is absolutely terrifying.
When he was just a kid he would be sad and say “I dreamed I was a mean person who hurt other people and cursed at my parents. But you guys weren’t my parents” and his parents would look at each other and be like “tell us about your dreams every day, ok?” And they would low-key want their son to be single for the rest of his life since then.
When you get to know Mingyu parents is going to be really hard to prove them you’re an actual good person.
Mingyu grown up low-key scared of you and imagining how did fate thought he was compatible with a delinquent.
Like, he would apologize for budge into someone while walking and you would dead ass push someone on the floor for being in your way.
But Mingyu still feels the bond you two have and always kept defending you saying that you probably have a reason or that you’re going to change.
And he’s right.
When Mingyu had nightmares he was seeing from your point of view your parents fighting. Your parents hit each other and out of frustration you would go to your school and hit someone weaker than you in the same way.
In his nightmares he saw terrible things happening in your home with your parents, and in his normal dreams he saw you doing exactly the same you saw.
Your parents drank too much? Smoked? Cursed? You would do everything the same in your school.
Mingyu played with his own hand as if he could grab yours, wanting to assure you and tell you can solve things in other ways.
Of course you didn’t felt it, this was something to a different type of soulmate. But you saw it when you dreamed. Wake up every day with a worried face and looking around thinking about what could be done to make you feel better was a part of his days so you always saw it.
When you started getting older you knew it was time to stop being... well, an ass to society.
But your reputation was the same. Everyone still was afraid of you, and you were so ashamed of the years of bullying you did to everyone that you never tried to befriend with no one either; you just isolated yourself.
One day you when you were still outside school because you didn’t want to go home you saw a teenager beating a kid a lot younger than him asking for his money. You stared a bit thinking “I can’t believe I used to be this trashy” until you decided it was your obligation to go there.
And as I said, your reputation was still the same, so when you tried to stop him the boy recognized you and backed away.
Even when you tried to get the younger boy from the floor and ask if he was okay he was scared of you and promised you that the other boy stole all his money and he didn’t have any to give you.
That broke your heart in pieces. You asked him to wait for you there and he did because he was so freaking scared, then you got back to that boy who stole him.
Mingyu was all proud thinking about how you were against violence now, but then you beated the other boy to give the kid’s money back.
After all, you have years and years of being used to fight people. You have high pain tolerance and you’re really strong, so you decided to keep fighting people, but for good reasons.
Even though, no one knew it was for good reasons and everyone you protected was still scared of you. smh that’s frustrating
You felt terrible thinking about that, but then you saw in your dream how your soulmate were telling everyone about you. With that super cute voice of him he said that you were ‘so cute and a justicer to the weaks’ and that made you smile so hard for the whole day.
“He thinks i’m cute” you kept thinking all day, and was the longest time you ever smiled.
Your dreams went from Mingyu ashamed saying “my soulmate punched a balconist from a store to stole ramen for dinner for the third time” to proud saying “today a girl from my soulmate’s school said that she would rather kiss shit than kiss the boy who confessed to her in public, and guess what my soulmate did? She grabbed the girl by the hair and made her kiss poo”
You were always really lonely. You used to have toxic friends who were delinquent as well, but you became their enemies when you decided to protect the ones they hurt. You didn’t liked your parents either and for the first time after a long long time you felt alone again.
But you’re not really alone. You have a mate. Right Mingyu?
You were the one who tried to communicate with him first. You didn’t want to talk to him in person yet because you were ashamed of who you were. Even if he is really proud of you now, you remember that he still is afraid of you like anyone else.
You used to look a lot in the mirror before because you tried to look mean and strong on purpose, but now you don’t look as much anymore because you can’t STOP looking mean and strong.
By the way Mingyu is missing your face so much. He thinks you are gorgeous and he can’t wait to look at your pretty face and make you smile. Even if is a pure smile (he never saw this one) or those means smirks that send shivers down his spine.
Then one day when Mingyu go to sleep and he saw how your day was, he got concerned because you were really anxious and quiet. You go to the school bathroom, looked at yourself in the mirror and you said “wow, I feel like an idiot. How do I even, will I just start talking alone? You’re going to talk alone too right, Mingyu?” And your voice started rough and dry, but was getting softer at every word, and the way your voice sounded so so cute when you said his name at the end made him roll around in his bed.
Then a girl walked out of one of the bathrooms cabinet and gave her a weird look and her gaze became so strong and angry and she said “what the fuck are you looking at?” With her voice back at the dry rough tone and Mingyu smiled in his sleep. Oh well, he likes you a lot, reader.
Everything you did you shyly talked to yourself, in hopes he was going to see and interact with you.
“I think I’m going to buy a snack now. You noticed I like late night walks to the convenience store, right?”
“I really don’t wanna pay for this, but I will. *Sigh*”
The next morning as soon as he woke up he smiled and got straight to his bathroom and with his bed hair and semi-crossed eyelids he didn’t even washed up his face and smiled saying “of course I will talk to myself for you, Y/N."on his dorky voice, and he kept staring in the mirror as if he was staring you. My dear, you had an incredible dream that night.
He answered everything you asked him.
"I did notice you walk a lot at night. I firstly thought it was dangerous but then I noticed it could be more dangerous to whoever tried to hurt you, anyways”
Mingyu is low-key savage, nobody never talks about it
Then talking to yourselves became a habit. People don’t really said nothing to you, they didn’t dare, but Mingyu friends teased him a lot.
“Y/N, this is Jihoon, a friend of mine.”
“There’s no one here, Mingyu.”
“Don’t be rude, you know she is going to see this through her dream.”
You guys became really close; finally.
The day you two would meet. I know you were waiting for it.
You would be the one who would see him first.
It was late night and again you would go to the convenience store get yourself a snack, it would be really empty as usual. But this time there was only one person, you could easily see his face because he was really tall. He was wearing a black hoodie and talking really loudly to a snack on his hands and you could hear “You always buy this snack but doesn’t matter how many times I buy it, I hate it, I can’t stand the taste but I still buy it because reminds me of you. I can’t believe I came here just to buy this thing” his voice was so loud and sounded so dorky with his strong accent, you couldn’t help but let out a giggle.
You just stayed there waiting him to notice you, and he only did when he got on the register that was right next to you.
He gave you a quicker glance then looked to the register and then give you THE glance like “WAT?YU!”
And he looked at you with a derp face like “:o” while holding his breath, and after just staying there you let out another giggle and oooooooh he melted. When he heard your laugh he left the air come out if his mouth and his “o” lips became a smile, and a really amazing smile. Your soulmate is so handsome, reader.
You said “Hi, Mingyu” and he legitimately squealed, out loud squealed with no shame while squirming in the balcony like a fanboy then turned again to you and cutely said “Hi, Y/N”. He wished you liked hearing him saying your name as much as he loved hearing you say his, and you did.
Then you two had a late night date and it was beautiful.
You explained him that it was actually really far from your house, but you robbed all the convenience stores close to you so you had to come all your way.
You also asked him why didn’t he noticed that the convenience store next to his house was just like the one you always visited and he said “I thought all convenience stores looked the same”.
How could someone so tall and intimidating-looking be such a softie?
While looking at you out of nowhere he let out a small chuckle and you asked what he was laughing about with loving eyes, but then he said “whenever I saw you, you looked so big and intimidating but you are actually so small and cute” and by reflex you punched him in his belly. Yeah, reflex. Disrespect + You = SIKE
He lowed himself in pain but kept laughing so you smiled as well and had opportunity to pat his hair. OMG YOU FINALLY PATED HIS HAIR IT WAS YOUR DREAM
That became a really commum thing.
When Mingyu properly introduced you to his many many friends they were so excited and nervous to met you, because Mingyu talked about you his whole life, and part of the things he said was actually really scary. But they were excited nonetheless.
You were so nervous you looked a lot more scary than normally you would. Like, you stared at them so deeply they thought you were angry but actually on the inside you were “TRYTOLOOKFRIENDLY”
But then you start getting along well with them and you got so happy. They all got so head over hill’s about you because you slowly showed such caring expressions.
Mingyu started getting really jealous because you are so similar to Jihoon and Minghao, thinking that any of them would be a better soulmate to you. You were showing affection towards them too, but then you turn to Mingyu and be like “They are the firsts friends I’m ever having, thank you so much!” And would hug him and “!!!!!!”
There’s really no need to Mingyu get jealous. You have such a softie face to your new friends, then your expression get even more cutie when you look at Mingyu, then it gets dark when you are alone. It’s super amusing to watch.
You two look great together. It’s the power couple. You two protect each other. When you’re feeling sad Mingyu’s hug solves anything to you. He makes you feel safe physically and emotionally when he hugs you, it’s like no one can hurt you if he is with you.
And you also protect him, you’re like his small bodyguard surrounding him. No one teases him when you’re next to him. Once Minghao whispered to Mingyu “Do you think Y/N would get mad at us if we made fun of you?” And Mingyu smirked and said “Totally. I already told you about her, remember? She would probably make your life a living hell.” It was a lie, you would make fun of him with the boys.
And when he was feeling sad you would run your fingers on his hair and back hug him. You two are so mother-like to each other, it’s like a married couple.
Talking about married couple, he basically lives in your house now. He said “It would be the best if I came here to see her then her going to my house. That’s my obligation as a responsible boyfriend and I’m don’t think it would be appropriate otherwise.” to your parents and you all was like “!!!!! Who is this man??” He is mostly there to protect you because he knows by his dreams how your parents are, and also because you eat junk food every day and he wants to cook for you.
Of course as soon as possible you two are going to live together. Even through you two never talked about marriage, you two whispers to each other about living together while you both are laying in the sofa of your house.
You guys first kiss omg
So you two really like play-fights and tease each other
And you are really strong, but Mingyu is obviously more
Just a little stronger tho, so Mingyu always win the play fights but is not as easy as he tries to seem like
When you’re like laying on the floor with slightly heavy breathing he is on top of you panting like a dog, having difficulties on talking like “see? It was a piece of cake” and you calmly say “let’s go one more time” and he is like “PLEase nOo” and lay on top of you so you don’t get up.
It is like this in different situations too COF COF but it’s too soon to talk about that
When you two where playing fight in a yard he saw his friend watching it by afar
His friends faces was a mix of surprise about how strong you were and amusement in how Mingyu was getting his ass beaten.
But the play fight was just who can press the other on the floor for 10 seconds. They started with both on their feet and now Mingyu was sitting on the floor while you hold his wrists trying to make him lay down
When you did drop him all you needed to do was keep him there for 10 seconds, but he didn’t want to be embarrassed in front of his friends and cheated. Was when he kissed you.
Who would keep their right mind while Kim Mingyu kissed them? That’s way you let go of his wrists to put your hands on the floor next to his face, he grabbed you by your legs and exchanged places. Now you were on the floor with him on top of you and he kept deeping the kiss. You saw his whole life so you knew you were his first kiss, but it certainly felt like he was experienced.
When he separated his lips from your and looked into your eyes, he smiled and said “you must have being on the floor for 30 seconds now”
Oh this smug fuck
When he looked all proud to his friends again they were shyly looking away and a not so discrete Lee Chan was messing on his phone with the camera turned to the two of you
