#secretness

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Blissful Nightmares and Fresh Old Memories

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by Secretness

Dreams of Castiel are haunting Dean. They start out good-really good-but somehow always end up horrific. Cas can hear Dean screaming for him, and he and Sam begin to think Dean is cracking, but Dean actually has a reason. It's the kind of fear only a father could create.

(Progressive sex means progressive nightmares)

Words: 1952, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con

Categories: M/M

Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, Bobby Singer

Relationships: Destiel, Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Nightmares, Sexual Fantasy, Abuse, Homophobia, childhood flashback, protective big brother Dean Winchester, Childhood Memories, Dream Sequence, Sex Dreams, Protective Bobby Singer, Heaven, bobby in heaven

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Something a Little Different

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by Secretness

Dean's confession An Endverse flashback And teaching Cas how to kiss

(also, what happens when you irritate an angel)

Words: 5646, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Endverse Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel

Relationships: Destiel, Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: First Kiss, Alternate Universe - Croatoan/Endverse, Brotherly Love, Fluff and Angst

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Trying Something New

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by Secretness

Dean's confession An Endverse flashback And teaching Cas how to kiss

(also, what happens when you irritate an angel)

Words: 5646, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester, Endverse Dean Winchester

Relationships: Destiel, Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Destiel - Freeform, Brotherly Love, Fluff and Angst, Alternate Universe - Croatoan/Endverse, First Kiss

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Heart Heat

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by Secretness

Dean and Cas head home after a long hunt, and run out of gas in Washington mountains. It wasn't entirely unexpected though. They were not, however, counting on the icy mountain night air that could freeze Dean through.

Words: 2184, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel

Relationships: Destiel, Castiel/Dean Winchester

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Tiny Black Pieces

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by Secretness

After millenniums of being different and ostracized by his own family, Castiel finally belonged, and he belonged to Dean. Wanting acceptance and approval was one thing, but still craving it even after all that Dean did to him and knowing Dean would always do it again without a care--that was insanity. Drugs made it easier to bare when Castiel's devotion wouldn't let him so much as punch back, when Dean muffled his screams with a pillow to keep the camp from waking. And drugs made it easier to bare afterwards when Dean walked away and left the angel a shattered mess. Yes, their touch was painful. It was meant to hurt, to take, but it was better than being without Dean. In fleeting seconds, Cas thought he could see his old friend in the cold eyes that blamed him, and those seconds made it all worth while.

But when the old Dean gets tossed into their lives, Cas doesn't know how to handle him anymore. And Dean begins to realize he doesn't know anything about himself.

Words: 5864, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con

Categories: M/M

Characters: Endverse Dean Winchester, Endverse Castiel, Endverse Chuck Shurley, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel

Relationships: Destiel, Endverse Castiel/Endverse Dean Winchester, Endverse Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Croatoan/Endverse, Rape/Non-con Elements, Dysfunctional Relationships, Drugs, Whump, Castiel Whump, Hurt, Angst

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Hold on to Something

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by Secretness

When an angel breaks, faith is all he has. He no longer possesses even that after God abandoned them. "I can save you, Castiel," Lucifer whispered.

Words: 767, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: Castiel, Lucifer

Relationships: Castiel/Lucifer, Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Whump, Hurt Castiel, Castiel Angst, Torture, Destiel - Freeform, Dark

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secretness

gsang ba bla na med pa'i zab lam - the profound path of unsurpassable secretness [RY]