If your going to dream, dream big and get what you want...
I have found my freedom. I had to leave, tearing piece of myself back away from those that would keep in stagnant, drowning, and stale. I have embraced my new wings and have taken flight. I am enjoying choosing who and what I will be. What I will do. What I will put up with. NO it has not been easy, YES I have started to fall into old habits. But I have good friends and family that call me on my bullshit, that question my resolve. That make me look at what I am doing and compare that to what it is that I say I want. To them I am grateful.
I saw a meme on Facebook today. The quote was, “Get you a man that needs you. Not financially, but as a balancer. Needs you to comfort him. Needs you to better his days and his charter.” Well I had this.... IT DOES NOT WORK. It must be a two way street. And so, on that vain...........
I want my other half. I want the one that will see me for who and what I am and love me for it and challenge me to be more and better. I want someone that needs me just as much. That my strengths can carry them through and help them to be better. Someone that I can walk BESIDE, a partner in the true sense of the word. An equal, a mate, my match. For this I Wish with all my heart and soul.
I think I might have found someone that is this. Perhaps, perhaps not Time will tell. Until, then.. I send my dream out to the world.
