To Post or Not to Post
I just remember that I had like 16 drafts of tumblr post and I think none of them is actually represent or related to me right now.
And the matter is always wanting a perfect, inspiring and awesome post
Breaking the perfectionism-procrastination loop should not be that hard is it? I mean I know when I had something to work on I can do it a lot more straightforward and finish it just like other people did. I don’t understand why I keep telling myself ‘Hell no I could do better than that!’ though I know I’m not (because I know somebody else is actually doing better than me)
Even in this post, I could actually use the word ‘simple’ instead of ‘straightforward’, but my inner critic was like ‘why don’t you look it up on Google and see if there is such a fancier word than simple’. Honestly idk if it actually works with that sentence, but it just looks cool to me lol. Anyway, I realized I was never actually a perfectionist. As well as I realized that perfectionism and procrastination never mixed up together. What traits do you associate with procrastination? Neat and orderly, or messy and disorganized?
One perfect man does not simply left his room with a mess.
This instant gratification monkey (watch this Tim Urban TED Talks) tells me that I’m a perfectionist, and making it a reason for me to procrastinate. I can see my dad, he is an absolutely perfect guy, and he’d be triggered by anxiety so he would do his task a lot earlier so that he could’ve got a perfect result.
I’d be triggered by impulsiveness, not anxiety.
Waiting until the last minutes is not a good thing for a perfectionist since they know good stuff would take a longer process. Unfortunately I don’t have that mind and I always think that everything is feasible in such an idiot way.
But you know, it is all about the process.
I’d feel so proud if I post this post by now. DUDE I’M MAKING A PROGRESS. THIS POST IS A TOTAL CRAP HAHA. I MEAN WHY WOULD I POST A CRAPPY POST DUDE I COULD MAKE AN EVEN MORE INSPIRING POST THAN MARIO TEGUH’S GOLDEN WAYS!
You know what? I was just procrastinating. I shouldn’t be doing this right now.
he he