Here We Go Again
I said I was thinking about a Mamma Mia-esque AU with some ABBA lyrics in there. I wasn’t lying. This is it.
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Cloud fussed with her mother’s sweater after she finished pouring tea. Claudia swatted her daughter’s hand away with a nod towards their guest. Tifa, used to the Strife’s silent arguments, was more than happy to put sugar in her own tea.
“I had hoped you weren’t hurt too badly,” Claudia said, “I told them they needed to take better care of the guides.” Tifa just shrugged, scratching under the strap of her arm sling.
“It’s just a scratch, but it could be a fracture,” she said with a shrug, “They told me to keep it like this for today to let their Materia heal it if that’s the case.”
“I take it you’re not going up there again though,” Claudia said. Tifa looked disappointed.
“No,” she said, “I would, but…whatever monsters that reactor made…they’re too tough, even for me.” Tifa smirked at Cloud’s snort. Claudia gave her daughter a disapproving look, but ignored it.
“That’s…kinda why I asked to come over,” Tifa admitted, “I’m not going back, so…those ShinRa guys will need a new guide.” Cloud knew where this was going.
“No,” Cloud said, “I’ve had enough of ShinRa for a lifetime.”
“It’d just be a couple days,” Tifa said, “And everybody knows you’re the best-“
“I’m retired,” Cloud said, adding one more cube of sugar to her mother’s tea.
“Cloud Strife,” Claudia said sternly, “You are 20 years old and too young to live off that retirement package…especially with my doctor’s bills.”
“And they are paying, Cloud,” Tifa said, “Paying very well.”
“Oh yeah,” Cloud said, “How much is this pay?” She blew on her tea before taking a sip. Probably half of what her infantry pay was.
Tifa told her.
Cloud choked. Her mother pat her on the back, a little smugly.
“That’s almost triple my salary when I was in Midgar,” Cloud said, “those assholes were holding out on me.”
“That’s why…I think you should do it,” Tifa said. Cloud caught the look she gave Claudia.
“You knew she was going to ask,” Cloud said. Claudia looked saddened.
“What’s the name of the game, Ma?” she asked.
“Chiquitita,” Ma said, “I hate to see you like this, you’re so sad, so quiet. You’re draining yourself dry to take care of me,” Claudia said, “At least with this…I can know you’ll have something leftover when I’m…”
“With that kind of money,” Cloud started, “I could move us to Mideel…where that clinic is.”
“And…you are the best shot in this town,” Tifa added, “by far.”
“Your gun still work?” Cloud asked her mother.
“What am I a fool?” Claudia said, “Of course it does, Chiquitita.” And Cloud sighed.
“Alright…how do I get started.”
Habit made her tuck her hair under her beanie. She suddenly missed that god awful helmet as the SOLDIERs came up. Three of them. This monster things must have been serious if they sent three SOLDIERs. She remembered them well enough from her infantry days. A lot of her comrades hoped to join them. She had too for a while. She had long since given up on the idea.
She had liked Commander Hewley well enough. He had the foresight to tell her to ignore Private Hessen. She hadn’t heard of the third one before. He must have just arrived because she hadn’t seen him before. She’d remember seeing someone with silver hair.
“Nice…another hot chick,” the young man who had to be Hessen said, “You sure know how to pick ‘em Hewley.”
“I’m certain Angeal chose her because she knows the area much better than you do,” the newbie said.
“I chose her because she was the only volunteer,” Hewley said, “though I’m sure she’d be happy to walk away due to your attitude Blake. Giving us another day without a decent guide and leaving us stuck here.” Cloud detected the disapproval in Hewley’s voice and noticed Hessen wilt a little. She didn’t smirk…completely.
“Besides,” Hewley stated, “Ms. Strauss does have a resume history with the company.”
“So…we have a private Strauss?” Hessen said.
“Corporal,” Cloud corrected, “and I’m sorry to order you about but I suggest we start moving. I’m not comfortable taking the bridge.”
“Why not?” Hessen challenged.
“Because I’ve been on it when it’s snapped before,” Cloud replied, “And the town can’t always afford to do scheduled maintenance on it. Once we get down in the valley I can get you through the cave system. There will probably be more of those…monster things y’all are looking for on my path.” Hessen wisely kept his mouth shut.
“Then lead away Ms. Strauss,” Hewley said. Cloud readjusted her weapon.
The incident with Tifa must have startled the SOLDIERs. The moment she heard the growl they pushed her back and unsheathed their weapons. They didn’t tell her to stay put, but it was heavily implied. A little insulting, but Cloud had seen enough SOLDIERs to know they could do things she just couldn’t.
She did, however, take them ditching her as full permission to load her weapon. She heard the howls and knew it was probably Fangs. The mako probably drove them insane. Made them unafraid of humans and so much stronger.
She saw Hewley start at her first shot. He noted the dead Fang behind him. Hewley held one cupped hand over his head, asking her to cover them as they fought. She had permission to shoot. She smiled.
“Couldn’t let us have all of them,” Hessen grumbled.
“She was covering us,” Hewley said nudging the Private, “which is how she is earning triple rate for being our guide. Besides, we are to expect a lot of hostile activity. There will be bigger and harder things the deeper in we go. She’s helping us keep some stamina so we can save the ethers.”
“I thought I recognized you,” the silver haired one said more softly, “You were the runner-up in the sharp-shooter contest 8 months ago.” She just shrugged.
“Your hair was shorter then,” he noted.
“Military regulation,” Cloud offered, “I see it doesn’t apply to all SOLDIERs though.”
“I heard the Turks talking about recruiting you,” the man continued.
“They offered,” she admitted, “but I had to come home.”
“For what it’s worth…I don’t think you would be the best Turk…their cover fire is not as…precise.” Cloud smiled at that.
“That is either the strangest flirt or the most sincere compliment,” she said, “I’ll take the latter.”
“That’s…what it was.” She fought not to laugh at him.
“Sephiroth, quit weirding out the guide,” Hessen said, “I may still have a shot.”
“Only in your nightmares,” Cloud replied.
Ten Years Later
Zack sneezed at the cloud of dust that puffed when he moved the next box in the storage room.
“Bless you,” His Ma said, “but…what do you think?” Zack looked around the cluttered room. He saw a window, a nice little cove to put a bed, empty walls to put up his pictures and posters …yea he could visualize the first room he would have all to himself
“I think it’s perfect,” Zack said. His Ma ruffled his hair.
“Are you sure you don’t want to keep any of it?” he asked. Ma blue a wayward spike of blonde hair out of her face.
“Well if you want to go through it, that can be your job,” she said, “I haven’t looked at most of this crap in years.”
“I can price some stuff then,” Zack said, drawing a smiley face in the dust on a cabinet.
“Deal,” she said, “we’ll cart, you organize. I’ll get Barret with that lift.” Zack ran down to the room he shared with his mom and pulled out one of his washable markers before dashing back down to the storage room that hadn’t been lived in since his Gran was alive. He heard various people calling for his Ma, her own voice arguing back. Running a hotel was a tough business…especially in a vacation spot like Mideel, but she made do. Zack had saved various travel articles that praised their little hotel. Small and cozy, but good service and lovely views. With a short jaunt to some mako fountains. She was probably hoping to use the money selling most of this stuff to start building that addition she was planning.
Let’s see the cabinet was dusty, but sturdy. Looked like it would fit in their dining room or more sparse guestrooms. If not keeping 50 Gil.
Boxes of old books. 1 Gil per book.
Another box of books
An old tool box. Give to Cid or sell for 30 Gil.
Some old curtains it seemed. Clean and sell for 20 Gil.
Another box of…scrapbooks. Zack paused. He pulled one out. He opened it gently. It had been buried and spared most of the dust. He recognized his mother instantly, even as a baby. Her hair was still blonde and spiky and her eyes so blue.
Actually…his baby pictures looked an awful lot like hers. He flipped through pausing and smiling at how carefully Gran had put this together.
Cloud, 5 years, summer festival — featuring Ma in a flower crown.
Cloud, 8 years, after winning King of the Hill — featuring Ma with a wooden sword, held triumphantly over her head.
Cloud, 10 years, first hunt —Ma with Gran’s gun slung on her back. He set it aside too look over later. Then a photo slipped out. Zack picked it up.
It wasn’t a photo, but a newspaper article with a picture. He furrowed his brow. He recognized his Ma. She didn’t match the other’s uniforms, just dressed comfortably, with her hair tucked under a hat. It was what she wore when they went hiking together. He didn’t know those men though. Or their uniforms. The belts looked somewhat familiar.
“ShinRa ending mako monster rampages,” the headline read.
ShinRa SOLDIER agents ready to depart with guide Cloud Strife, the picture caption said. His heart leapt a little at that. This must have been what SOLDIER uniforms looked like 10 years ago. His heart almost stopped as he looked closer at the men.
He sprinted out of the room, nearly knocking Barret off balance. He didn’t hear Barret shouting at him to watch where he was going, or to get back here and help him. He sprinted back up to his room, digging through his drawers to find some of his posters. He found the one from ShinRa…the one his mom hated. He unrolled it, kneeling on it until he could see the face he was looking for. He held the newspaper photo up to it.
They matched. The newspaper version was much younger, but they were a match.
His mother had worked with Sephiroth—the Sephiroth—once before. He couldn’t squash the thought.
He’d asked Ma dozens of times, perhaps thousands. He loved her with all his heart…but he wanted to know. He was curious as to who his Dad was. Why he wasn’t here. Ma always promised to tell him when he was older. It still hurt sometimes.
And now all Zack wanted to know was if it was possible for Sephiroth to be his Dad. He was ten years old…and this article was from ten years ago.
Was it possible?
Cloud walked into the storage where Barret was chastising her missing son. She shook her head, then saw the book. She smiled at her Mother’s handiwork. She had loved making these books. She touched a few photos that featured her late mother. There was a piece of paper glued on the back page. She read it with a sad smile on her face. A poem from her mother, a song really, telling her to cheer up. It was exactly what her mother would do.
“Perhaps we shouldn’t throw everything out,” she said to herself.
“What you wanna keep the wardrobe now?” Barret said.
“Not that dummy!” Cloud said, “Zack get back down here and help if you want your own room!”
“Coming Ma!” She shook her head, but set the scrapbooks aside, with a gentle pat.
Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
— Keep singing for me Cloud. With all the love from your Ma.
