i think i have kind of writer's block, or depression affecting being able to write, but lately i've been struggling. i want to write, but there's just kind of no ideas? like i'll have a flash of oh this kind of character dynamic or here's a contextless line that's very good but nothing that actually pans out into more than a hundredish word rerun of first impressions, and i want to write longer things. like, even outside of new AUs and projects, i have hitchhikers to finish, which i KNOW how i'm gonna finish, i just have to figure out how to put it in more words than "this happens, then that, and then that"
and maybe i should just do some different creative things for a bit, but that's not what i want to do. what i wanna do is pour red metal in different shapes over and over, just so i can have them be gay. and preferably have that be a bit more than just "sialuk sees ranee, notes they're hot, end of story" (especially hilarious cause canon warforged ranee might be built like a slightly more abstract slender muscular person, they were incapable of any facial expression until last session, when their huge purple headlight eyes turned into still huge pupils. human au ranee is generally hot but also a little unapproachable and pretty awkward)