Your smile always sends me on the edge.
Your care makes me want to melt like a marshmallow in a hot chocolate drink.
Your eyes— your eyes send whirlwinds to my system and it confuses me.
I refused to believe all of these,
I refused to admit that maybe I love you more than what I should feel
But what can I do if I feel lost when you're away and complete when I hold you in my arms?
The familiar feeling of warmth whenever you are near confirms that you are my home
And the deafening sound of my heartbeat gives light to every clouded thoughts there are in my mind.
This is me being brave for the first time.
I love you more than you know.
I am in love with you, Ken.
Your mere existence blows me away.
- Pau
— This is a fictional poem. A poem I wrote intended to be a poem written by the character of my halted AU for his beloved [written:21APR2020]
Last month, I stumbled upon it and while reading, my mind unconsciously thought of different people. Suddenly, Hara and Neo were replaced by Ken and Pau. I don't know, it surprisingly fits. So much better.
02.05.2022