Mine to have
Masterlist
Selene finds herself offering words of affirmation towards her husband the most- time for a change in tactics.
Warnings: SMUT MDNI | Fem OC x William Vangeance
Notes: sorry it took so long to update I was having some family time and couldn’t finish it on the planned time- also it’s long sorry
Hot water rushes down, scalding Selene’s skin as she scrubbed at the grime and sweat of the day.
Contrary to popular belief she did work herself to the bone when putting her theories to the test~ theories like mana being drawn from the source (the natural environment) rather than using a grimoire.
She let out a groan as the water barreled down- a perk to sharing a quarters with the Captain of the Golden Dawn (and being married to him) was the delicious water pressure in the shower.
A thud sounded behind her, a stutter and stumble of words following quickly after.
“Hi William.” Selene greeted.
Selene Vangeance née Morte had no qualms about her husband seeing her naked… he was just so shy and unsure of himself that no matter the few times they had been intimate he was still so… demure.
An idea sparked… a new theory evolving.
Though she was more than happy to take care of her own needs she did enjoy the pleasure William offered on those few and far between nights since they were married (arranged). What would happen if he was more confident…
“I’m so sorry Selene I didn’t hear the shower.” She could just see his red flushed face- eyes staring daggers at the floor. She snorted.
“William we’ve been married for three years I think you stumbling into our bathroom is fine.” She didn’t turn though, just glanced over her shoulder, smooth bare back (and arse) on display- her long black streaked by silver hair pulled over her shoulder.
“I still would have knocked.” He sounded tired- poor dear.
“If you were planning to have a shower you could just join me.” She said instead, turning back to the rushing water to scrub soap from her arms.
He wouldn’t join her- she’d offered that invite before- not long after they had first been intimate- only to find him a dangerous shade of red instead and never asked again.
Instead she was pleasantly surprised by the soft rustle of clothing and the creak of the glass door. She looked up over her shoulder- there he was stepping in to the large shower.
“Long day?” She asked, if Selene questioned him being here he’d think she hadn’t meant the offer- and she did mean it, gods did she though.
“Unbelievably.” He sighed. “Too many trivial arguments and things to sign today.”
Brown eyes locked on tired violet and so she extended her arm towards him- not expecting him to take her hand even though she also hadn’t expected he’d join her. Perhaps the rare spike of need had hit him too… perhaps he was just too tired to care.
William grasped her hand, squeezed it and let go… tired (unfortunately). He turned away, a second spout of hot water streaming down in the large shower as he began scrubbing at his skin, hands rubbing hard against his face.
His face he was so careful to hide even from her, even when Selene had littered it in kisses, had marked his neck whilst spouting words of affirmation his way she knew he thought she was lying. It was annoying how much he disbelieved her attraction to him.
Another idea, another theory. Selene stepped forward, her arms circling his waist until her cheek was pressed between his shoulder blades, her chest against his back. He tensed at the touch before relaxing- good he trusts her.
“What are you doing?” William questioned.
“Giving you a hug.” She said- though muffled against his back.
“Is that all you’re doing?” He teased.. Selene blinked and pulled away, spinning him in her arms as she did.
“What are you implying my love?” His breath hitched as he looked down at her, took his wife in. She knew it was cheating jutting her chest forward, having her hands on his hips but she didn’t care- not when he looked at her like that.
Looked at her like she was the most wonderful thing in the world. Especially when she called him love- a word he’d implied he’d never thought would match to him- her sweet, kind, touch starved Captain of a husband.
Her thumb circled his hip as she soaked him in like the water in her hair.
Then reality hit again and he was looking away, hiding his scar without really doing anything.
“How you can stand to look at-” maybe it was his kink getting her riled up with that sentence, seeing the flare of anger in her eyes at his depreciation.
Words wouldn’t work anymore, nor would soft kisses if that didn’t get through his head. No more dark rooms on the few intimate nights.
“I will tell you again and again that you are the most beautiful man I have ever seen and it won’t get through to you… shall I try a new tactic?”
A hand trailed up his toned stomach, nails grazing his chest before curling around his neck, hair tangled by fingers.
“A new tactic?” He nearly whispered. Her hand in his hair meant more than a chaste kiss and he knew it… looks like it was one of the rare intimate nights instead of a tired one now. He leant down, preparing for that kiss that would drive him insane for the night- would stay in his mind for days and yet… he would never act on.
“Though I suppose you won’t believe me then either.” Selene’s fingers trailed forward, nails biting into his skin as her hand wrapped around his hardening length.
His eyes bore into her for so long she honestly thought she had overstepped, thought maybe he had only ever placated her desires those few times and truthfully had none of his own.
Of course that wasn’t true- he wanted her just as bad in those moments, his moans were real, his whimpers were real, the way his hips bucked against hers was so fucking real… maybe he was just submissive and didn’t know what to do now that he had free reign-
Strong hands pinned her to the spot, fingers digging into the soft flesh of her waist and hips.
~~*~~*~~*~~
William nearly growled when she had grasped him in her hand and ready to make him come undone so completely right here, right now.
Time was limited for them, it’s part of the reason why sex was so minimal- usually he was too worn out from work and she was typically still wired and functioning. A certain Elf being another reason not that he would tell her anytime soon- it was just strange knowing Patri was there and sort of a part of the intimacy…
Those days when he could fuck her, could make her moan his name… he realised just then, just now something she already knew.
She was the initiator while it was always his choice to continue, she was always placating his fears, his self doubts and insecurities- which he knows she has her own…
She wanted him to take the lead even with her hand pumping his cock slowly.
Fuck their limited time, screw Patri’s wandering thoughts he wanted her, needed Selene.
His hands were on her waist in an instant, his mouth crashing down to meet hers. Her head tilted, back arching as his hands moved to smooth across her skin. His left arm wound tightly around her waist to pull her flush against him, making her pause the slow movement of her hand but tighten none the less.
“I neglect you don’t I…” It wasn’t a question, was a statement with intent and desire. “My pretty wife deserves better.”
She hummed in displeasure at the deprication.
“You please me plenty when you are able too.” Is her reply, a sharp gasp following as he squeezed her ass, his fingers grazing her wet heat- gods the breathy sound that came after…
William felt the tug in his mind- Patri’s desperation to hide in the deepest, darkest part. Normally William would have stopped, would have preferred to wait until Patri was sleeping in his mind… not now, not today.
“Well I suppose I do enjoy hearing you cry out my name.” He said against her mouth. “And you do take my cock so well when you ride me, when I fuck you.”
The whimper that left her only made him harder. She liked the gravel in his tone, the way he spoke- a way he had never spoken to her before.
Typically a night of passion and intimacy between them didn’t involve dirty talk and he much preferred to sweet talk his wife and tell her how stunning she was, how grateful he was to be in her life, how beautiful she sounded crying out his name.
Patri could fuck right off- William wanted Selene, needed her and he’d prove it.
He kissed her again, harder- his tongue begging for entrance, to dance with hers, to explore the mouth that so often explored him.
An idea sparked, it had been a month since they last did this when he had returned from a mission for Patri and couldn’t help his wandering hands as he climbed into bed. When she let him roll her on her back and push away the silken nightdress and feast between her thighs.
Selene began kissing his jaw, his neck, his collarbone, moving down to his chest- her hand tightening again around his hard length.
“Stop.” He said, the gravel in his voice still there, the hand near grasping her ass moving back to her hips. And she did, she always would if he asked but he needed to clear that worry from her eyes as he kissed her forehead as gentle as the time she had littered kisses on his face.
And then he got on his knees.
~~*~~*~~*~~
Selene’s back was pressed to the cold tiles, her right leg resting over her husbands shoulder and she had a hand in his hair, the other going between the wall and her breasts.
She moaned as his tongue swirled around her clit, as William lapped at her cunt like a starved man. Tongue swirling, teeth nipping and fingers… fingers~
Her hips rolled against his face, riding out the orgasm he’d brought her too- his fingers felt like they’d gone deeper with each roll and buck of her hips. She cried out his name, the shower muting the sound with the pouring water around them.
William pulled back once she’d stilled, his lips and hand covered in slick. He watched her chest heave, wet hair sticking to her skin even more now as her own hand fell away from his hair. He pressed a kiss to the thigh over his shoulder and placed his fingers in his mouth.
She moaned again at the sight as her thigh dropped down and he stood- free hand moving to hold her hip.
William hummed, licking his fingers clean before pulling his wife in for a kiss. Gods he was so hard, he needed her more than either could explain.
The next thing Selene knew her arms were bracing her against the wall, her cheek pressing into her arm as her husband entered her.
They both moaned at the feeling even as William whispered sweet nothings that only served to make her want him more and clench around him.
“Good girl.” He said, pressing kissed between her shoulder blades, up towards her neck. Selene tried her hardest to turn, to look over her shoulder but the sudden thrust stopped that. The next thrust caused another moan to rip from her as his hands tightened on her waist.
Then his hand moved, middle and ring fingers pressing against her clit again and she couldn’t stop the shudder of pleasure that went through her, she needed him- wanted him and he was going to make sure she knew he did too. His other hand left her waist, taking her right breast in hand as his arm wrapped around her, his hips never once stuttering as he rocked his hips against her more and more.
Neither wanted to stop, Hel they didn’t think they could stop even when another orgasm came crashing over her, when he followed suit.
But that wasn’t the end, no. All William did was turn off the shower and whisper into her hair to tell her the one thing she was hoping for the second he’d started fucking her.
“I have a lot to make up for sweetheart, so we aren’t finished here.”
There werent many complaints from either the next morning when he sent out a short message to Langris saying he was taking the weekend off.