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Grappling with irritating feelings of inadequacy — sometimes Instagram does that to me, there’s just so many good artists out there and I constantly feel Behind Schedule somehow. Coming here to post some recent drawings and vent about it I guess¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I have to be the good daughter, the good student, and I don't know if I am developing my own identity to the point that I also don't see myself motivated enough to meet people's expectations. I can't help but hate myself rn. 😮💨
Been a bit down on myself lately.
Watches Iofi's Ioppreciate video
I think something just died and fell out of me
Looks down
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT
Sometimes I think "a, those posts about staying up late and looking at the clock and it says 2am and then 5 minutes later looking again and it says 5am are just exaggerating, there is no way it could actually happen to someone, if they stay up they must notice the time going by", and then a day later it happens to me.
Basically I'm saying I continue to surprise myself with how stupid I am. I'm SICK, I have been for a week, I'm supposed to be RESTING.
Sorry for the yelling, I'm just very disappointed In myself
All in all I just want to throw myself into a wall.
