#self-assignment

[hisdarksecret]

Will Yun Lee, Self-Assignment (2000) - Part III

[imoga-pride]

is it possible to be cis and demigender? and if so how would that work?

demicis is a form of being demigender and cisgender, it means identifying partially as cis/or when your gender partly "matches" your AGAB.

someone can also identify as "cis demigirl", in the same way someone can identify as a "trans demigirl".

other ways: self-assigning, being intersex (intergender, ipsogender), plural/median/system (afficgender, eclian/ecligender, azligender/azlian, levigender/levian), multigender (being a "AMAB demigirl man", bigender of "demiboy" and "cis woman", etc.), reclaiming cis, being citergender, cusper/evenic, cissex transgender.

[hisdarksecret]

Will Yun Lee, Self-Assignment (2000) - Part I

[hisdarksecret]

Will Yun Lee, Self-Assignment (2000) - Part IV

[jfcmindy]

I admit that I am a shit person. I am a very bad person. I can totally rock white pants. I've sort of been a bit of a psychopath lately. There are my four required confessions. I also don't feel that I really have to explain any of them, you basically understand the truth behind all of them anyways.

I have the tendency to drink more than I should and I guess that I can't really always handle it. I do bad things and I say even worse things to people that I care about. I guess I have no control. Okay, I know that I don't have any control whatsoever. But why should I? I'm Mindy fucking Fisher. 

Miss Dahlia Winslet, I believe that I owe you the biggest apology of all. To be honest, without even knowing it, I started using you. A lot. But I needed someone and I really just wanted to die. I'm probably not dead because of you. Damn you and thank you all at the same time. Apparently that's not appropriate to write. I just needed someone to hold my hand and you were always there, hopefully what's happened won't ruin any of what we had before. You're still my best friend and I really need you. I'm also sorry for the things that I said that night, and for being crazy.. In my defense, the Hulk did say that he'd snap my neck, so I wasn't completely wrong, so.

You should tell Dorian sorry for me too. But you won't because this letter never leaves the building. I think we burn them in some ceremony thing or something, I don't know. I should have chosen a more posh place. It's so hippie-ish here. Also not an appropriate thing to write. Back to what I was saying. All I've ever done is fight with him. And fuck him. A lot. Of both. But that's really beside the point. He just tried to help and I always shoved him away because.. well, I just want to do what I want to do. I don't understand what is so wrong about that.

I get that I went overboard and that I did bad things. But people always so bad things. And I am a bad person, like.. what do you expect?

But I'm doing this for you guys. Even though this is supposed to be for all the people that I've wronged, I only really care about you too the most. The rest are on a level that doesn't even get mentioned in this fake letter. You know, unless they make me do it over to mention said people.

But really though, rehab sucks. Fuck y'all.

[peacel0vemusic]

Shit I need to do in order to be a better and happier person:

Drink more water.

Wear at least basic makeup on most days.

Straighten hair more often.

Have more personal dance parties.

Read more (the good stuff).

Pay your credit card bill. Every month.

Do things. Like things worth scrap-booking about.

Also, get back into scrap-booking.

Get started on plans for moving (yay!).

Reconnect with healthy people.

Get shit done. Like, all those plans for campus.

Expand your feminist library.

Save money. Actually put money in there, don't just say you will.

Wear a dress when it gets warmer.

Take more pictures of happy things. Selfies are okay, too.