#self-destructive tendencies

[undisclosed-serendipity]

self-destructive tendencies

feeling a lot and nothing about everything and anything lately. I think I owe it to watching Sharp Objects too many episodes at a time. I can feel my self-destructive tendencies slowly building up. I had three sticks this week. Which is really a lot more than I had in the past months. I’m supposed to be happy or at least excited or jubilant of some sort that I’m going to vacation again. Well, not exactly vacation but still going to Taiwan. And everything seems to sit on my chest again. My friend shares the same notion, telling me those thoughts are coming back again. Funny thing I should think we always say “it’s coming back again” but maybe the fact is it never really left. 

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Self-Destructive Gaming

When you’re already feeling bad but decide to play a game that you know will make you feel worse. 

e.g. Hoo boy do I feel dumb, better play The Witness! My self-esteem is pretty low right now, better play a competitive game that I know I’m not that good at!

[auro-cyanide]

I need to know , for your fic Self-destructive Tendency, the detail about Mob not choking on the drink, is it because he has drank before or because he was lucky or??? Like I've read that fic three or four times because of how wonderfully sweet it is and how well written it is, but I just can't help lingering on that detail

Thank you! I’m really glad you like it enough to re-read it oh my gosh. So okay, for this, yes, he’s had alcohol before from a well-meaning but misguided client as a thank you for a exorcism. He took a big gulp of it before realising what it was and he did choke on it the first time. It’s how he learnt that spirits burnt so he was more prepared when he next tried it. He did take several more sips because he was vaguely curious and didn’t want to be rude before Reigen realised and took it off him. He got scolded.

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Self-Destructive Tendencies by AuroCyanide

Fic can be read HERE.

Fluff, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Friendship. Completed. Rated: T. Word Count: 4578 

Pairings: Kageyama Ritsu & Kageyama ‘Mob’ Shigeo, Hanazawa Teruki/Kageyama “Mob” Shigeo (not the focus)

Trigger Warnings: Underaged Drinking (not that much for europeans though), Swearing.

“After a bad decision on Ritsu's part both the Kageyama brothers end up drunk and Teruki and Shou have to step into caretaker roles.”

Here it is, the esper squad bonding that ONE hasn’t written up to now. 

In which Ritsu deals with his guilt issues in not the best way, Shigeo floats with it, Shou is a good friend, and Teru’s kitchen and heart are a mess.

[auro-cyanide]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

So I wrote a thing because I'm a bit of a sucker for stories about teenagers being in that weird transitional period between being a kid and being an adult and the sometimes bad choices that come with it that often teach you a lot.

After a bad decision on Ritsu's part both the Kageyama brothers end up drunk and Teruki and Shou have to step into caretaker roles.

God there isn’t even art to go with this and I’m not very good at writing but I really wanted to get this out of my system. I hope it’s okay!

[patcoakley]

The Repeat Diet of Self-Destruction

The Repeat Diet of Self-Destruction. Try the Witness Protection program.

Let’s talk about it, shall we?   (Amidst my now painted irises from yesterday’s photo transfer) “It” being our self-destructive tendencies when it comes to our ambitions of any sort, but, let’s just focus on body ambitions for the hell of it because, well, I’ve got some serious experience in this area. I am reading a biography of playwright Tennessee Williams and a character from one of his early…

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[runningwith-knives]

Yikes

[scumtrout]

I'm re-watching Avril Lavigne's Hello Kitty video and I don't know why I do these things to myself.