Mar 2, 2017
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Forward
It’s the only direction I’m interested in going. Except this weekend, I apparently needed to wallow in the past and miss some things that I am living without ((honestly, too many to get into)); things that I have been quite happy living without for a while now. I’m welcoming the sadness. After all, I’ve been pretty lucky. I spent the entire holiday season barely feeling any of it. I do wish I…
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On rejecting stage fright
On rejecting stage fright
I thought about it briefly as I was getting ready to meet my friend Jen for the evening. I thought about it long enough to pick out a poem to read, if I did in fact pull my finger out of my ass and read that night. Mind you, it took me less than 30 seconds to figure out which poem I would read. You know, if I did read that night. I had a particularly difficult day. Most days had been difficult…
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Love and the karma bank
Love and the karma bank
Momentum Dance Toronto’s ‘Under Cover’ was performed at the Al Green Theatre April 13-16. Photo above was taken during the opening moments of ‘Beautiful People’. One of the worst symptoms of living in fear is that it becomes very difficult to give love without expecting some love back in return; at least that’s what I noticed in this time I’ve spent trying to heal my self, and my heart. My heart…
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Revelling in Quiet
When your mind races like mine does – like a broken record – you have to revel in the days when it takes a rest. I look inside myself and marvel at the absence of the giant knot in my stomach, take an enormous breath in as slow as I possibly can, filling in every nook and cranny of my being and exhale just as slow. Most days I can use tools I’ve learned through books I’ve read and listened to,…
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The one with all the questions
The one with all the questions
When will I learn? When will I stop beating myself up? Why can’t I stop? How do I stop? When will it stop? How can I make this day better? How can I make someone’s day? Do I make the people I love happy? How can I make the people I love happy? Where does this guilt come from? Did I make the right choice? Will it be the end of the world if it wasn’t? Where will I be this time next year? Will I…
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