I am not a nobody but to the world i am closest to being no one.
however, being nobody has just huge disadvantages so I guess I cannot continue thinking this way.
an identity well that is hard to have. as i already said just being Andrew is the only thing i am totally sure on. i wish that this was actually a good thing and not petty one.
semi-misanthropic person who likes tragedies that end with happy endings. as well as someone who is in love with puzzle games. My humor is a lot of uh i guess i don't know much on how to elaborate what my humor typically is. I just laugh, I do, even I laugh sometimes, it is true
I typically draw myself as polar bear, which is ironic (since they are endangered and all). From my own hobbies, drawing (practicing really, I still lack skill) and writing are things I do sometimes. But my worst and energy-consuming hobby outside few others is thinking. My thoughts are never-ending and actually are quite useless.
I went to park yesterday for hours, and was thinking aobut my thoughts, ironically. Like I was thinking on how to stop my own thoughts and, I think I was making up a fake GTA radio interview dialogue. At some point.
Going to parks alone is probably one of my worst habits. I re-visited same shit all over hundred times. It's not that I complain but
you can't even sit on a bench without mosquito or some ant crawling to bite you.
My political opinion is mostly misanthropy mixed with hope and
despair.
About environmentalism, well, for that I decided there si no way to actually stop climate change that doesn't involve murdering humans. So, I'd give up on trying to fix it.
About government, it is too complicated.
About society, I believe in democracy. And I believe the law is ultimately the best thing humanity has. I also believe society should consist of individuals who are all unique or feel unique on their own merits, and these individuals need to have space between one another and the ability to express themselves.
I believe society does poorly, when I mean, when people have echo chamber, or are way too close to each other. And I think society does better when people are semi-autonomous and make moral decisions that are unrelated to their survival, because simply, having stable civilization is also a benefit of its own.
My opinion on romance novels is, that I despise most romances. As I said, without tragedy I don't care. Or at least, tragedy and comedy, or simply interesting plot. The romance itself on its own, even though it is utterly natural I admit, feels too shallow for me to accept no matter how pure the story looks. But, to be honest, most of these romances are basically pornography. Sure, some pull out punches, but they are like moths and the sex drive is the flame, and that is bad. Meaning that eventually they will slowly, no matter how much they slower it, will end up corrupting the story by writing their fetishes.
However, true love is something I do enjoy reading about.
I have softness for cute things in the media. Though I do not read much of anything or play videogames, I basically at best play puzzles, chess or look up drawings on pixiv.net
I want to mention because i am such a thinker when i have a lot of genuine genius ideas I feel pressured because I feel like if I don't do it it will never happen. This is reason why I sometimes unhigedly move to certain project. Beforehand, I used to switch from project to project rarely finishing one. Nowadays, this perfomance artism is less problematic as I have recently been able to finish everything I got my hands on (except for anything ACTUALLY what I need to work on). Anyways, I realized that a few weeks ago and decided as I posted before, that I will avoid long-lasting projects or pick them very favorably with pragmatism of some sort anyway instead.
I don't do things like fandoms here on tumblr because I almost always forget something after finishing it. The truth is writing is lowkey childish or low quality, if i have any form of fandom it is to writing and to thoughts, so very often I would get inspired by drawing or by writing my thought or story, but I guess it is a form of fandom just not as obsessive.
I probably know a lot of things but I am shy from mentioning them. I don't consider people care for this or any another stuff.
