When Life Fucks You In The Ass, Lube Up
There comes a time in your life where you’ll want something so bad, that you are willing to do everything, go to every length just to have it. Even if you are stacked against all odds, still, you pursue that “something” like a dog chasing a bone. What’s my version of that? Law school. I say this ALL THE TIME that if you’re one of my friends, you’ll already be annoyed by now. I’ve wanted to become a lawyer ever since in my early days of high-school. This is not something that I just realized during college as some sort of vanity post-graduate degree. It’s not merely a dream, It’s a goal. It’s how I envision myself in the future. A lawyer. But not just any lawyer, a lawyer that graduated from a well-known and prestigious institution.
Before you brand me as someone who’s shallow and say “If you really wanna be a lawyer, the school won’t matter.” See here’s my problem. I’m a fuck up. I’m basically a failure. Not just in my eyes, probably to most eyes. If you ever get to see my transcript, it’s not exactly shining with flying colors. I failed getting into the school that I wanted when I was going to college. So now that I’m gonna study again, I said to myself, “Why not try the big schools again?” Maybe things are different now. Maybe, maybe I can do it now. And luckily I did pass one of those so called “prestigious” universities. It was the happiest day of my adolescent life. But sometimes, when life is about to fuck you in the ass, you can’t do anything besides just to lube you asshole. I passed. I even attended for 2 weeks. But since I don’t have work yet and money is a bit scarce, I had to stop. It was painful. I think I almost cried. But there are things in life that you just can’t have right? WRONG! NO. I’m not giving up. I’m did not give up my dream but merely delayed it. I will try again next year. I will be a lawyer. On this lifetime. Because nothing can take this away from me. I’ll work my butt off. Save enough cash and do it again. I want to know if I can do it. I want to know if I can make it. I’m almost there. Wait for me.