#selfish...

[luminous--starss]

i feel like everyone is partying and i am just alone social distancing and anxious about spreading the virus. like i have a weird mix of anger and jealous and anxiousness about it. like y’all really out here doing ANYTHING you want. going to bars and restaurants...seeing all your friends seeing family members who are even in at risk populations. am i the only one still social distancing 100% and making sacrifices and getting bored and lonely out of my mind? cause it feels like i’m alone in this!! i still feel like i’m doing the right thing though taking quarantine very seriously and not forgetting that cases are increasing in most places

[gay-kurapika]

I know it’s mean but I didn’t care about that snake being lost at all. I looked in earnest anyway because it’s an animal and it’s dumb and needs help and also the owner would be sad if it was lost but also in my mind I was like...I’m miserable and this isn’t that big of a deal, I want to go home

[nose-bleeder]

I actually like, super want to perform at the festival this weekend just because I realized I fucking love performing. I mean I knew that, but I would prioritize like, who I wanted to perform with and now I’m just like “ooh I gotta go perform”.

[2-spark]

Can someone message me so that I know I still exist

thanks

[shannflower]

even this has to be about you and what you want.

[superdonutlvr]

I tried to sleep, but I just can't... I can't stop... thinking about Nevermind...

I'm not even close to her, but... it got me thinking about everything that happened in those dreams...

N-nevermind has so much to live for! She has a whole future... What if it was one of my friends? M-my closer friends? What if we weren't as lucky? What... what if we aren't as lucky next time... All of us get so overloaded... We could all slip up like that, couldn't we? 

I keep thinking about how we all want to be in the olympics, to be politicians, to make something out of ourselves, and we could lose all of that--so quickly--!! I.. I don't know how to stop thinking about it...!!!