Feelings are blind.
This is it. You’re out of my life. I cant feel at the moment but i know that when i do, its going to hurt.
But you hurt.
It would hurt being in your presence ...feeling worthless ...feeling small ...wanting to die.
You make me want to die oh boy but sometimes you’d make me touch the sky...
where is my mind?
“You’re not good enough” was all that echoed through my head when you’d hold me and tell me pretty things (which was rare).
I saw venom come from your mouth every time you’d spit out all the horrible thoughts you had a bout me.
Telling me i should be/look/think this way or that way.
It made me double check everything i did.
I gave up everything and everyone for you.
I went to the extreme for you.
I gave you my all
You’re a fucking serpent
You played the victim well.
You tried to fool everyone, but thankfully there were a few that you couldn't fool.
I’m tired of being bruised up because of you.
I’m tired of being the only one contributing emotionally physically financially
I’m tired of being the only one who’s actually trying
I’m tried of being taken advantage of
I’m tired of being put down
I’m tired of feeling my body & heart hurt
I’m tired of you.
I cant waste my time anymore