#sem ender

[idkjustplsgo]

oh the good times, will forever remain etched in our hearts we’ll be back again

sem ender last night with the block •• pansol, laguna 10/19/17

[bekyaaa]

JOLLY FAM SEM ENDER 2019 🤙 ✨

Manila - Cavite - Tagaytay

032919 - 033019 - 033119

[finally done with another hellish sem woo wouldn’t have survived without this weirdos 💓 ]

[kyrabiiiii]

1ST SEMESTER OF FOURTH YEAR

Its been what? a year? or what since i last updated this blog with a journal of my own and thats because of this semester. This semester can be described using one word.... “UNEXPLAINABLE” Kinda makes sense in a way that it doesnt have a sense at all. yeah i know, its weird. Its 1:39 AM and decided that i should start to write this sem ender blog that i shouldve wrote/typed 2 weeks ago since the vacation started. If youre wondering why cant i just forget about writing in here and why am i still typing a journal down this blog? well, I dunno? There is this weird way that i feel like i owe something to this blog if didnt write anything thats happening to my life. I feel like i need to update this stuff because its my responsibility or like its obligatory or something. Well, call me weird but thats how i feel. Its weird but thats how things work for me here, well enough of that let me start to tell you why this semester is a very weird and “UNEXPLAINABLE” one. FIRST OFF let me start with my units. I have to take 18 units and i wasnt able to make the overload thing which is very sad because i still need to extend and not graduate on time because of some issues of my status as an irregular student.18 UNITS, Meaning 6 subjects considering 3 units per subject that counts 6. I had Entrepreneurial management, Events Management, Rizal Course, Hotel managerial accounting, Hotel Facilities, Layout and Design and Tourism law. UNEXPLAINABLE because i think the world just flipped a bit in my university last semester because the minor subjects that are supposed to be easy are the subjects that made us commit and work more. If you noticed i made the letters bold on the subjects that i took this semester and the most stressed one is the underlined one which is the entrepreneurial management (with a professor that will critic you progress everyday and make you do impossible analyzation, imaginations and computations just for the sake of your feasibility which i though we cant survive but yeah we did it) and the italized one is the second most stressing subject ever where in you will plan your event and execute it, make funds and donate half of it. (Which never happened because we almost gave all of the profit to the chosen outreach, not that we dont want it to happen, our class decided to give like 80% of the profit instead of only half of it. yes, i know were too generous to be giving our capital anyways  moving on) The third on the list that is most stressing is the rizal course wherein you have tostudy the biography and workd of the national hero of the Philippines DR. Jose Rizal. quite stressing because it should be a very very easy subject but for some UNEXPLAINED reasons that subject has the lowest grade. For whatever reason that happened yeah. The next Hotem accounting where i dont have that much of a problem its just that it comes fourth stressing because our professor made us bring a very thick copy of our manual which is as heavy as my laptop and the other bad thing is that i dont like numbers, and this subject is one of those subjects that has many numbers to tell. Next Hotel FLD where our professor decided to plan and design a food truck the whole semester and defend it during our final period (If youre wondering well yes thats 2 business plan right there, One feasibility and a business plan for a food truck, Kinda stressing buy believe it or not i survived) The tourism law is never a problem because my professor is a former mentor on one of my past subject on my early years and that he reminds me of Mr. Chow (Chow in hangover the crazy cocaine addict) because of his smile and funny charisma (that was meant to be a compliment because i like mr. chow in the movie. he makes it more funny and approachable HAHA) the only bad thing in this subject is that it is earliest class i had this semester plus its a saturday 3 hour class from 8:30-11:30 AM. Well no worries at all because i love saturday classes because i can dress up comfortably wearing my favorite shoes with my favorite socks and a loose shirt because its one of the university’s wash days. Well, i pretty summed up everything on this semester explaining those courses there, why it is UNEXPLAINABLE? Well thats it 2 Business Plans, with an event to organize and me acting as one of the responsible leaders and other subjects to handle. Its just too crazy to think that this is the most BUSIEST SEMESTER I HAD THIS WHOLE COLLEGE and i am hoping of a more full load semester on the next semester because i still have to take 30 units of subjects, with a 1000 hr praticum left on my curriculum. That will still take awhile for me to finish that and considering that i should be graduating next year marchM I WONT BE ABLE TO MARCH WITH MY BATCHMATES and im going to graduate late. Yes kinda depressing but I SAY its better to extend a semester or a school year than just do nothing. THE MAIN POINT is that well im still gonna graduate so to those of you who still thinks youre a year ahead me because you graduated on time? well, you can enjoy your days working while im studying here because after i gradyate and get this diploma ready? Im gonna make sure to make this ass work as hard as i can just to prove everyone i can do better that every shitty things bad people say to me. everything will be proven after all of this and i am not scared of other people judging me base on my part records or what, just because i didnt get a full flat or perfect grades doesnt mean i dont value my studies at all. What am i saying now? IM SAYING WE STOP THIS RIGHT NOW. cos shits just get about to get dramatic and personal at what i wrote and i dont like it cos its already 2:25AM and i need to stop this now haha. I still have a thesis to do and some major subjects so im expecting a full loaded semesters soon so stay tuned for my obligatory blogs. if youre reading this and if its as late as 2:26AM which is the time now. I say, you stop reading at this moment and go to your bed and sleep. But I thank you for wasting such incredible time to read some of this weird obligatory journal of mine. For now. I wish you a very goodnight, or if its morning, well good morning and same goes if its afternoon and youre reading this, good afternoon. :)

PS: Its weird how i end these obligatory journals of mine and im sorry cos i cant keep up on that one. anyways if i ever forgot to tell you, well Surprisingly, theres this miracle that God gave me and i thank him because if not with him i wont be able to finish this semester and do what i am ought to do, theres just so many responsibilities at a time that at some point i thought i wont make it without getting crazy but those were all gone now because i gave it all and i do believe its with Gods helping hand. I thank you forever for guiding me. (Nope Im not a christian saying how i worship God so much or mentioning some Gospel learnings in my life, I am just a catholic teenager thanking God for his blessings and i appreciate everything despite of how sinful and faulty we are as a person. Thank you God for everything I love you Forever. 

PPS: I dont even know if there is such a word as Faulty thats why i underlined it. but if there is none it means Imperfect FOR ME. So here i am inventing words that i am not even sure existed. haha. Sorry. 

(Not hows that for an ending remark *wink* ;) ugh, im so weird )

[karlieskupkake-blog]

FINALS WEEK I’M FEELIN’ YA

[ ] Science & Society 10 - Group Orals Examination (tomorrow)

[ ] Communications 11: Information Society - Case Study Paper (work on it tomorrow, due March 30th)

[ ] Theology 121 - 24 Hour Finals (Monday)

[ ] Math 19 - Calculus Finals (Wednesday)

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[ ] Swimming party at the Club and my friends invade my house Day - Thursday !!!!!!!!!!! (the only thing I’m looking forward to + Taylor’s appearance on Live with Kelly and Michael) 

[orgasnikkk-blog]

so remember the time when he asked you for lunch?

Yea. Even though i don't eat there, i still managed to. I'm not even hungry that time. In fact, i still have time to cram for my exam but i didn't. I just used the time to have lunch with him. We talked alot. Surprisingly, it wasn't awkward. I became stupid in some parts of our convo though. But i think he didn't really notice hehe. We are almost late for our next class but he still accompanied me to our class right after we eat. (we aren't classmates in our next class) This happened right after our class in psy. It happened during the last session. During this time, i feel like i'm gonna burst with OMGs. I was really tensed. I don't think he noticed. I wonder what was he thinking that time. ok the end

[readerism]

If we're going to end this sem, why not with a BANG?

THIS IS IT! Sembreak is in the air! Umaga pa lang feel na feel mo na nag-increase ng 10-fold ang energy ng mga students sa Plaza Mayor. And mas lalong hyped because of the tickets para sa Game 3. Grabe, intense lang! Umabot yung pila sa Plaza Mayor from TYK. Iba na talaga ang 6th man ng Growling Tigers. :> So because of all that, I thought that I'll see them one last time. Pfft, Okay ang drama ples. So here's the deal. Yung mga crush ko kasi are also my chapelmates. Cool 'di ba? So basically, I always see them every morning at sila ang source ng everyday kilig vibes ko. HAHAHA. Pero sa Finals week di ko na sila makikita 'coz we have different sched. Oh well.

So here's BANG #1. Nakita ko sila! :"""> To say that abot langit ang ngiti ko will be an understatement. I hope wala akong na-freak out na tao pagpasok ko ng chapel. E kasi naman! :"> Malayo pa lang ako nakita ko na agad siya, para siyang nag-shashine idagdag mo pa ang kanyang yellow bag. HIHI. I saw my friends and together nang-stalk kami. They say na ang hot daw niya and pa-share naman daw. Sure guys, he's not mine para ipagdamot. CHAROT. Kaso umalis na sila agad sa pila since wala na daw tickets at hindi na nakarating sa pwesto namin sa likod ng Main. SAYAAAAAAAANG. Pero ok lang. Medyo obvious na kasi kami and I hope na di na ulit kami magkita sa Chapel next sem dahil wala na akong mukhang ihaharap! :)))))

BANG #2. Hurrah for the Exams! Last 2 subjects! And thank goodness, nasagutan ko siya! So that's a plus sa sem-ender ko. :""> Sana nga lang pasa ako sa lahat ng subjects ko. This sem had been a rocky one and i'm holding tight para di mahulog. I pray na makapasa ako to continue hanggang sa maka-graduate na ako. :)))

And BANG #3. SURPRISEEEEEEEEE! Sa barkada namin, we always surprise yung mga may birthday before or after, but mostly after na. Tradition 'yun. Actually, I knew beforehand na magsusurprise sila this sem since my birthday was on April and my other friend was on May pero surprise 'yung date. And what better day to celebrate our birthdays? End ng 1st sem! IEEE. KIlig talaga! Kung makikita niyo lang efforts nila. And the GIFT. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Perfume lang naman made by Onew . SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT LAAAAAAAAAANG. I'll blog the gift later. Photospam na ituuuuu! :""">

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[azfg]

This sem has come to its end. I should be happy about it, but I’m not. So many things happened. a day seems like a minute. Kung pwede lang matulog at magising na lang kapag graduation na. Ang bigat sa pakiramdam. Ang hirap ngumiti at tumawa. It’s so hard to keep your head held up high. Gusto mong nakadilat ang mga mata mo, pero mas pipiliin mo pang nakapikit ang mga ito. Whenever you received messages, hindi mo namamalayan na nakatulala ka na pala. Parati na lang tumitigil ang mundo sa pag-ikot. Parati na lang malamig sa pakiramdam. Pati sarili mo di mo na maintindihan kung anong nangyayari. Kumbaga sa basketball, gusto mong umupo sa bench kaso di pwede dahil walang substitute.

karma? o kamalasan lang talaga?

Regrets? Think so.

It’s like you feel so alone. Parang ang hirap bumangon para harapin ang mga panibagong magaganap. Pati sarili mo naloloko mo na. What ifs always mess up your mind. Ang lakas nang pagkakauntog ko. Don’t know if that’s the right thing to do. I feel like I want to lock myself up in cabinet. These haven’t been so unbearable. Regrets? Nakakainis kapag narerealize mo ang mga bagay-bagay kung kailan patapos na. Nakakairita dahil alam mo na may magagawa ka sana.i want to know why i act this way.

Luckily, I’m still alive.

I still have my resolutions.

But of course, walking away isn’t timely to do. But waiting aren’t either.

“The absence of the light is a necessary part.” I’m not wishing to be perfect. I'm praying to be happy.