#semi-personal

[miracletimes0]

Ok, so I have been very busy today, so I couldn’t/cannot post anything today

I’ll try to post something worth waiting for tomorrow though. Wish me luck!

I appreciate everyone’s support ❤️

[butyoudidthis4what]

Semi-personal.

I hate having raging RSD and being overly sensitive and already struggling and getting a message here that’s not even critical but still makes me want to just disappear back into the ether and not write or post anymore, especially when I’ve already been feeling so down about writing in general. Words hold a lot of power. I don’t know, I need to get over it and myself big time lol. I’m genuinely not looking or fishing for attention or validation or asks for me to stay, I just needed to speak that into the universe and I’m sure I’ll delete later. Anyway if you read thank you and I appreciate you and all of your support. ♥️

[marginofthought]

You have a J2 blog? Is it like a private secret thing or can you share it with us?

Nah, it's not a secret, I just try to keep this blog as soley SPN and Wincest (partly because some people really don't like RPF and I don't want to drive them off)

My sideblog is for j2 and just anything else I feel like (other fandoms, rants, just random stuff etc.)

If anyone is interested it's here, but I can't promise quality or quantity

[eri-pl]

Hey welcome back and happy Easter :) I promise I have the poem you requested on @/i-lambelangalde in my drafts, I'm just figuring out how to format it 🙇‍♀️

Thank you! You too!

I don't even remember which poem (I guess one of those cool graphic poems that people make?), and absolutely no pressure. I love your work there, it is awesome!

[retrocausality]

They should invent a way to show initiative without exposing oneself to the threat of utter social humiliation.

[protect-daniel-james]

Happy November 17!

[protect-daniel-james]

Was at a proper Finnish sauna today, quite a good thing to see Bodies as they are (even with my poor no-glasses eyesight), including mine haha. Made me think of Big Ange - I'm sure he would love a sauna and/or bathing naked.

[protect-daniel-james]

overcame my fear of asking my colleagues whom I don't know personally (just by name since they sit in different offices) to do anything for me (if you know me irl you know i would rather die than ask for something - even if it's absolutely related to work and it's in my colleagues' job duties). went to the other office, asked for this one lady who is the Only One who can do this job, was directed towards her, asked her, and she was super nice and said she will do it and let me know afterwards. wow. life can be so simple lol. if i overcame this pain and suffering, Villa can win tonight (that's my logic)