Wanted to draw, but got hit with the evil and intimidating art block again. (double whammy of writers and art block again!? fuck)
I stared at my canvas for god knows how long, maybe i should redraw some of my old drawings, so they look better? Do SOMETHING, loser boy do it.
Love my mental health, every 2-3 business days my will to do art, goes away for months to years. Dude.. DUDE, HOW DO I FIX THIS!?
I wanna write! I got ideas to write, i got such a cute idea for Gumlee, wich.. technically is gonna be kinda sad, cause like, it would deal with my own experiences, both growing up and currently, wich are not good, not physically or mentally.
And then i also have a really damn cool idea for Janka, wich i wrote an entire power system for, but i cant write nuthin down, i wrote like a solid... 10k words in 2 hours, then i read it back and i went "oh this shit is ass" and nuked the entire thing.
And now i can't even draw, despite last night being so excited to do so, bro all i did was sleep, am i not allowed to sleep cause the ideas leave my mortal body? What is even going on?