#senior presentations

[witch-of-the-weast]

That feeling when you're super stressed about impending deadlines, so you don't work on anything and go to sleep instead...

[lucky2496]

I have two friends who are having their senior presentations at the same time but I can only go to one and I feel bad for not being able to go to one and I'm not sure which one to go to like halp

[walfas]

Friday April 27, 2012

9am discrete math, more on turing machines, the halting problem, P=NP, etc

11am commnets, had quiz on cross-layer design. Professor wanted to see one of the senior presentations so gave us an hour break, some of us (including myself) went to the presentation, which had something to do with microwave interference with wifi and detecting when to resume wifi communication?? Then went to icelab and there was free foo.

12:30pm back to commnets, went over homework

1pm went to microlab, helped v with dsa1-related homework, then figured out why I couldn't get time synchronization to work on my netbook

2pm stochastics, at beginning there was some discussion about modulating the sun. In actual lecture, learned something or other, related to wiener filters, then went over homework

4pm computer center, worked on software engineering project with c (m was not there due to sickness), found and fixed some bugs related to synchronization and tied games

7pm took subway home

worked on AI neural networks project, pretty much done with main part, and now I need some interesting data set to test it on. Thinking of maybe something Othello-related, predicting wins based on disk positioning from game databases or whatever

[schigggy]

someday, some kids are going to be so happy i didnt do anything so their research on my life will be short and simple.

"Katie watched tv a bunch...played the drums...swam a little... and then for no apparent reason wrote a kick ass novel." because if i wrote it, you better believe your sweet ass it will kick all kinds of ass.

and then those kids will thank me for making their lives easier and i will be happy to know that all my effort not doing things wasn't for nothing. double negative.

[tooweirdtolivetooraretodiee]

i literally cannot eat a thing on adderal. in fact, i actually feel like i'm going to throw up. really gross huh? probably has something to do with the large ice coffee i drank with extra coconut flavoring. yup i'm definitely going to throw up just thinking about it . i've become so busy gah. today i didn't even go to school because there's just so much to do. got up around 11, went to h's and cleaned his room and took care of my bunny. came back, got some coffees, put some gas in my car, and filled the tirees with air. came home, washed my car, showered, dropped h off at work. i was supposed to go to my dad's for dinner, but now i need to spend the whole day working on my portfolio. everyone is saying how easy this is but i still need to write my speech, write my community service reflection, edit my summative reflection, and then put together the whole dam thing on rieps. not to mention half the shit in it isn't even graded. like thanks teachers, way to fuck up everything. i'm not even sure what i should be presenting. like 5 things.. i don't know. gah there's just a giant lump in my stomach making me sick. almost like butterflies, i've never had so much anxiety. need to go buy a pretty outfit too that won't make me look like a prostitute, that's promising because regardless, i'm going to and i'm sure one of the teachers will say something. nothing i can do about that.  wish i could just sleep and curl up into a ball. i don't need this. i've been sleeping so much but regardless, i'm always just tired. i could probably sleep right now too. i give up, how can i survive in the future when i'm struggling now?