#senshock

[crypt2niite]

thinking about shockwave transformers and [Crack Baby - mitski]

he makes me. sofucking ill. first. the reason i associate the song with him the most;

these lyrics. these fucking. these lyrics. in refrence his emotions. his passion his love his hope.

(orion was his hope once.)

shockwave. senator shockwave. was so many things. but more than anything he was someone who wanted better. he wanted a better bench without a broken fucking leg in his garden he wanted a better senate he wanted a better world for his people.

and they took that from him. the senate looked at him looked at his hope and they took it. they took his face. (he had always been proud of his appearance. he would frequently change his paint and kibble. he liked looking pretty) and replaced it with a single eye, they took his hands, and gave him a gun and claws. for destruction- not the rebuilding he wanted for the world.

(blank open eues, one emotionless optic thag cant really 'close')

he was so many things and now all that is left is a holllow void where those things were and its like- do you think he knows. do you think he looks at cybertron. at optimus. recalls his memories and knows he should feel something?

he doesnt, though. doesnt feel anything anymore. knows he should. knows he wouldve. almost knows what it used to feel like the feeling in his chest the butterflies in his stomach but its all. gone.

he had it once. knows he should have it knows hes become something so far from what he once was knows that past him would hate the current him. knows he used to love.

he looks at those things. at the people he used to care about. at optimus. doesnt work, though. still empty still under the effects of that fucking surgery. still purple and one eyed and minus and arm and missing everything that once made him him

[yayasvalveplay]

Hello !

I have a dark scenario about Senshock (Sentishock ?)

Sentinel is very, very jealous of this bright senator. But rather than to mutilate him, he decides to keep him as his personal toy... This is the start of a serie of mind games where the latter is trying to escape and sabotage the plan of the former, while the former tries to break him...

Ohhh that's an interesting ship i didn't even think about.

Sentinel being used as a lab rat, and a fuck buddy. Constantly on the lab table or on Shockwave's spike. And Yes Sentinel tries to escape multiple times but he always ends up back to Shockwave.

"Hello pet."

"Go to the Pits Cyclopes."

"Temping. But not before I get more test out of you. Come now, up pet. Your table awaits you."

Sentinel is also possibly coggless so ya Shockwave's spike is really doing some damage, and ohh. Imagine Sentinel has to keep drinking some kind of plan B because he's so fertile even after no longer having a cog. and having a Primes Tcog didn't help. and touching the Matrix just for a tiny bit.

Edit:

Copper Just made me realize I Fucked up this ask badly I didn't read it correctly

but Sentinel keeping A Senator shockwave as a pet as well. Keeping him all pretty for him, and stuck on his spike, or parading him around like lovers.

Breaking his mind, or well is tryuing too, while Shockwave is trying all he can to mess with Sentinels plans in any way that he can, even sabotaging his own mind, rendering himself emotionless or anything to not let Sentinel have a disturbing smile as he watches his mind break.