trying to think about like. my selfship divides so rambling below
gojo i just treat like a barbie idc. he's a creep. he's endearing. he's manipulative. he puts me above everyone else. i will write him in literally any situation and i will find a way to make it work bc i love him and he contains multitudes. the only thing i genuinely can't do is angst with him. that's my baby boy idc we are chilling and cuddling on the couch with sweets in every universe (even if there is a chain around my ankle)
caleb (I KNOW I HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT THIS MUCH YET SHHHH) is just. soooooooooo built for like. will they won't they yearning. this baby is built to hold sooooo much nostalgia. and angst but it eventually resolves. i project a lot of guilt/shame over things that happened to me as a teen on to him (trying to make a playlist for the fic i wanna write for him has been so hard bc i just keep choosing songs i listened to in hs that don't necessarily go with the vibe of the fic)
sylvain is. there. i do not think of lore of him other than him trying to get my attention sooooo bad but i do not trust him bc of the skirt chaser rumors. i don't think there would be a lot going on during academy days bc of my inherent distrust of him but something happens during the war period where he seems more human and less of a caricature and i'd open myself up to him a bit more (given he opens up first). i also wanna come up with a better selfship tag with him gdhjflsk
genuinely torn on whether i selfship with nao or not. like. i love him a lot but in most iterations i imagine being his pump and dump LMAO. on a more serious note i think if i did, it would probably be like. realizing oh shit i love him after he's dead. which, i know, tragic, but there's a lot of interesting potential there (started an outline for this somewhere and then forgot i wrote it. maybe one day it'll get somewhere)