#sept 13th

[loganslowdown4]

SOMETHING IS COMING

RWR beloved 🥹 I missed this

I don’t know what it is (the video made it sound like a podcast or maybe music? Idk) you can see this video on his TikTok or insta stories, it is of Roman listening animatedly to his AirPods, takes them out and says ‘this is some exciting stuff’ then puts them back in. You can faintly hear DM AJ saying ‘Roleslaying With Roman’ like he does in the opening credits of each episode.

[loneliigurl]

[danudaine]

Countdown to my Birthday: 3 Days

[bryan360]

On the one hand, this might be a good time to reveal a new character for Super Smash Bros Ultimate; some echo fighters too, but other hand it will be awkward to reveal other games that everyone is know about like Mega Man 11 Demo.

[7devils-allaround-me]

The clock app is being glitchy and laggy tonight. They must already be working on "the update"

[xflower-childx]

Fuck this week has been a long one, I don't know if some planets are clashing or someone decided to curse me or what but damn. It's been a long few months honestly bit it feels like it all added up to the crash of this past week. I've learned A LOT from understanding being an Empath more and decipher my emotions and feelings from others and how I need to be smarter about who I allow around me and valuing myself more, knowing when I need to not let things just slide by to avoid conflict (Which as of yesterday could find me in court but try me bitch, I will take your trashy ass to court and serve it on the gold fucking platter mummy serves tea on to you.) It's been really tough to learn but I know I tend to just let things go that hurt me emotionally and it had to lead to actual physical damage from petty little bitches to learn that... But ya know, I'm stubborn.

I mainly wanted to get something written on here to touch on my anxiety though as I've noticed how much it has increased within the past month, little things have been flaring it up and I've had to step back to try and calm it down. My depression has been stable thankfully and only once did my brain start to fall down the wishing for lack of existence hole but it wasn't anywhere near the suicidal realm. It's only been anxiety. I had to call my mom from work the other day because British Bitch texted me and I felt my heart rate increasing and not being able to catch my breath or create any clear thoughts.

I know I have anxiety, I've had it since middle school, I've accepted, learned and grown with it. I've gained such amazing control and understanding with it, I'm proud of how have learned to notice when I feel it coming and what to do and how to handle it... But fuck these past few months I feel like I've lost all control and now the smallest things like the location of the milk frothing pitchers flare it up. I know that I have been feeling like my not only my mental and emotional safety has been at risk but also my physical safety is and that's something that has been messing with me hard... Which understandable a lot has happened and my dumbass unknowingly moved into a psychotic abusive controlling home. You live and you learn though.

But even through all this I'm still me and I look for the bright side and lessons of course. I've come to find that I'm best living on my own, I like my own space that is my own energy that is safe, comfortable and clean/cleansed. Now while I'm not in the position for that now I've been looking into vans/camper trailers to renovate into a home that I can take with me wherever (Portlandddd once the new bakery is up and running 💕 then wherever after 😊). Once I have that I won't have to worry about psycho roommates or feeling tied anywhere... But still having my own space. While this has been a dream forever I had really only thought it would happen with a partner and we'd be the cute couple renoing a van together (Cough Ky and Ari thanks for the couples goals 🤦‍♀️ cough) but I will still stick by if you want something you're gonna have to do it yourself cause no one else is going to do it for you. So my forever alone ass shall get a van or camper and make it cute and travel the world with it. Maybe I'll find someone along the way. Traveling is always more fun with a partner and easier, mentally, physically and emotionally. Especially when shit like this happens and you feel super alone and just want to hide away for a day or two. I've got my friends and family of course but ffs I have boundaries and just want to cuddle into a person that is my person and pretend I don't exist for a minute, is that too much to ask? Apparently the universe thinks so.

Now I know all this is temporary, I will figure it all out and come out of it smarter, better and stronger. I know that I just needed to deal with some shit to learn and grow because you won't any other way. I know I'm capable and strong enough to take this, I just gotta figure some shit out and trust that it'll all work out. I know that my spiritual guides have been screaming that at me during my readings... Heh. Control issuesss 🙃

Alright I'm done, I'm fucking tired and I need sleep to try and have at least a half way decent week with all this shit going on.

Until next time ✌️

[bryan360]

Maxwell: While Bryan was up in the air, Let me talk to about this latest Nintendo Direct that gotten delayed a week ago that almost got me depressed....I MEAN...Nevermind....

However I exclude Nintendo Switch Online Service cause reason, even though the NES Controller version of Joy-Cons looks cool.

Sam: I know! I just loved it.when Nintendo gotten something creative somethings. ^^

Maxwell: Anyways, it’s starts with Luigi in the dark place and I think it was from the 3DS version of Luigi’s Mansion, but the strangest then it that his poltergust 5000 looks different like from Super Smash Bros Ultimate’s Simon and Richter’s trailer; noticed his plunger attack on a ghost. Surprised that it was revealed the Nintendo Switch getting a threeqeul for Luigi’s Mansion and it’s gonna very hard to brace himself for 2019 release while his 3DS version is coming to Oct. 12 for Halloween Month.

Choco: As if Luigi had a hard time this year with his death. 😜

Maxwell: Choco! Don’t push it....

Sallie Chips: Just think for fans of Luigi. For me, I do like the reveal for Super Mario Bros “port” from the Wii U with characters like Toadette, but golly she’s transformed into Princess Peach when getting a crown. How’s that happen? Wondering if the ending with real Peach gonna be funny!

Bucky: Yeah, Yeah. Super Mario and all, but I’m so hyped for Pokémon Let’s Go Pikachu and Eevee although waiting for another hardcore Pokémon RPG next year, but no problem. Seeing this trailer, trainers using a secret technique to their first Pokémon to cut down trees, but riding on wave and flying air?! That’s Wynauts! Then that means there’s not gonna be HM slot taken? (Also Pikachu had hair?!)

Stripes: Not any time soon, I think. *YAWWNN* Did you notice Game Freak is also working a new RPG too for 2019?

Bucky: Oh, Wow! Never thought Game Freak had some much potential. Go for you, gaming company of Pokémon!

Mikey: Speaking of RPG, It was gone crazy as heck that Nintendo just announced every Final Fantasy games to be coming to Nintendo Switch, especially from...PlayStation: Final Fantasy 7, 9, And 10 in HD Remastered. I know it was reasonable cause of “Why Cloud in Smash 4” thing, but hearing this series since my childhood, it was outstanding to see Nintendo actually do this for Square Enix and fans everywhere, especially Hefty.

*Hefty’s eyes in glowing state and mouth watering*

May: My life’s to be a Smash Player wanted to see experience things like Bryan and this bundle was definitely fits the bill. There’s been a leak about this, but guess It was it! It’s looks so good with Smash Bros characters from original on dock with the Joy-Cons Smash theme controllers. If Bryan gotta get this for Christmas, he’ll be....

*Me appear pop out*

May: What the?!

Me: Isabelle in Smash...ISABELLE IN SMASH?! HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN? Sure it make sense with Mii Costume like KIng K. Rool and Chrom, but her?! This was unexpected to having be playable....not even she’s an echo fighter of Villager with her fishing rod and planting Rocket Lloid?! Now that messed up. (Imagine if Digby see her...)

Still.... if Isabelle could have a chance to be a perfect fighter for me with watching video, then I’ll be wrong about her being a innocent secretary. Not just a innocent secretary, but a tough one who handle her assistance work. Nintendo? If you could listen or saw my post that I talk about her, thank you...for being as myself to be a Isabelle fan. Though I would shamed to everyone if they make an fanart of her manically just too much!

Link:http://syrupmancer.tumblr.com/post/178060372389/dont-worry-i-fixed-the-isabelle-reveal-trailer

Maxwell: Okay....I think that’s a wrap for today. Besides some awkward moment for Mega Man 11 demo that already gotten released date, plus Amiibo that allow to get E-Tanks in days, from new 3DS version title for Kirby’s Epic Yarn to new Switch title of Yoshi’s Crafty World was so cool and interesting for Bryan, and Isabelle reveal to be playable that almost make Bryan had second thought for getting s Switch; not to mention Animal Crossing is coming to Switch 2019. I’ll give this 7/10 stars. Hopefully there’s more to come, but for now let’s take a moment for Bryan by doing a fanart for Isabelle while hopefully there’s more time to going to the service program this month.

Maxwell: See ya there!

[bryan360]

https://www.nintendo.com/nintendo-direct/09-13-2018/

Hey, you guys! We did finally gonna get Nintendo Direct by tomorrow! My prediction is nothing but blessed. (Please not an awkward one. You know.)

Maxwell: OMG! OMG! Finally! (Please don’t let it delayed again!)