#september25th2018

[weekendsabo]

Journal - Tuesday, September 25th, 2018

I was lazy this morning. Just had no way of getting out of be early. I just wasn’t feeling it. Its okay. I made my lunch and have been working okay. I’ll try to finish this take off for forum, but just because I didn’t go run this morning doesn’t mean today was a failure. Just be better than yesterday. Also, I realized today that I have $200 on my credit card, so I’ll definitely be okay money wise. Eggs this week. Get some chicken thighs and some rice and beans for dinner.  Just skip lunch next week. It’ll be alright. I really want to lose this weight and I’m going to. It’ll be good. I just hate being this weight. I worked so hard to not let this happen and just ruined it in a couple months like an idiot. So lame. Not an idiot. Just lost track of priorities. I will do better

Get under 200

Exercise every day

Eat good food

be sober

After work today pick up the house move amp/table. Practice piano/guitar

go for a run

eat dinner at some point

shower, shave and possible work on embroidery. I want to glue the puzzles as I make it. I think it’ll look cool

[stormyfayethechristianrunaway]

Stormy Faye The Christian Runaway Verse of The Day September 25, 2018 Then Jesus declared, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. John 6:35 NIV https://bible.com/bible/111/jhn.6.35.NIV ・・・ Please support TheChristianRunaway.com whenever you shop at Amazon by using this link: http://www.amazon.com/?&tag#stofaythech0c-20. #September25th2018 https://www.instagram.com/p/BoKB6aSAGrt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v7ojsvqaayt7

[kcanspiner]

I just saw a post from twitter. It’s talking about anxiety and depression. It makes me realize that I have those...for a long time now. That’s why I always knew that something doesn’t make sense when I feel this way. In the past, I tried to talk to mom, but she always said that “it’s nothing, maybe it’s just a phrase. You’ll get through it.” At first, I believed that. I believed that I will get through it. But I’m not. I think I’m stuck in this endless circle and everytime I pass the same point, I feel numb more and more and more. And I don’t know how to stop this feeling.