#sermin solusi

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... I wanted to try... x

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tfw u finally have gathered up the courage to confess to ur crush but then she look at u with them big eyes

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Let me present: Sermin Solusi, my third (I think) fantroll. FINALLY she got a good reference.

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I realized I don’t have the energy it takes to draw out all of what happened to Sermin after she lost her hive in the fire and spent a long time unconscious under the care of a stranger (aka punitrolls‘ Jarkov), her lusus being taken cared of at the shelter, and what not...

SO... Long story short; here’s her updated profile. Maybe once she got a talksprite too I’ll start to actually use her some.

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What if, when Sermin turn invisible, she can see everything in her surrounding that is also invisible... Such as ghosts and what not, and what if they can still see her... What if.

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Sermin ===> Wake up

When you wake up, for the first time as far as you can remember, you slowly open your eyes and blink in confusion as it takes you time to remember. You stare up into the roof without recognizing it, turning your head lightly to see a room you've never seen.

Normally this would send you into panic, but you feel oddly calm for once. Maybe it's because you're so tired... Maybe it's because your body hurts so much.

But why does it hurt? And why are you not at hive?

The thoughts hit you, slowly sinking into your think pan as your eyes trace the room, until you see an unlit candle. You have a few candles at your hive, but you barely ever use them because it's so dry in the area where you live... You're afraid it'd start a fire, and that you wouldn't be able to control it.

...

A fire.

You stare at the candle, gasping as the memories of a tall highblood woman; fire, pain, so much fire. You sit up, wheezing a bit at the pain in your chest when you do. Your drawing hand and the whole arm is all wrapped up... Your legs feel quite clumsy too.

You were saved? But what happened? What about your lusus?

You stare around you, trying to make a sound but your lips and mouth are completely dry and you have to swallow several times before you can get out anything more than a whisper.

"Mum?! MUM!!"

"Your mum is alright. She's resting at the shelter..." a voice replies.

You blink, turning silent again. You're so tired, you're ready to just accept this fact. She's ok. She's ok and you're alive.

It gets dark and blurry in front of your eyes, and you feel someone putting their hands on your shoulders and carefully pushing you back down in a laying position. You don't struggle.

She's ok and you're alive...

There's something peculiar with fighting for your life and losing. Maybe especially when even when you lost, you somehow come out on the other side alive.

It's maybe even more so for you, who so often wished that you could just disappear, be gone forever... Often wished that you would die.

Yet now, as you lay there, eyes closed as you get help to drink some water before you fall asleep again, you're relived.

You're glad that you're alive.

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It's hard being such a tiny girl in such a very big and violent world