@serpentmass sebnem asked for โงยฐ. โเผบโฑเผปโ. ยฐโง jay : ๐ก
โ don't do it ... โ his voice wasn't shouted, it was a plea. sebnem stood before him, the knife held out toward the other man. everything had led them here, every step of the investigation, every truth they had uncovered, every lie they had chased. into this place. into this end. yet nothing could have prepared jay for this. nothing could have told him that sebnem would end up betraying them all. especially him.
he couldn't stop the pain tightening inside his chest, the sharp ache of betrayal as she stood now before that man with the clear intent to kill him. was her freedom more important than everything they had shared ? couldn't jay help her reach it without this ? without her crossing a line she could never come back from ? didn't she trust him enough ?
jay held up his gun. it was pointed at her, steady in his hands, but he had no courage to use it, not on her. not when his heart ached for her in a way it never should have. but it was too lat to stop it now. to late to stop what he felt. โ don't do it, sebnem. you're better than this. please. โ he asked again, begged.
there was a way out, there had to be. jay dared to take a step forward. then another. he wasn't afraid for himself, that had never been the problem. what he feared was that she would do something that would change her forever. and he couldn't let that happen. โ this is not who you are ... โ suddenly she turned, the knife that had been meant for the other man was now softly pressed against jay's throat.
for a brief second the cold steel made every muscle in his body tense. the sharp edge rested just over his adam's apple, close enough that he could feel the steady rhythm of his own pulse against it. ( no. this you can deal with. and she will not hurt you. ) jay lifted one had slightly, gesturing toward the man behind her to run, and he didn't hesitat.
behind sebnem, adam ruzek appeared near the doorway, ready to step in and take her down. โ no ! โ jay shouted, the blade pressed harder against his throat. โ i got this, leave ! โ his voice was firm now, leaving no room for argument. ruzek hesitated, suspicion clear on his face, but in the end he trusted jay enough to step back and close the door, leaving them alone. silence filled the room for a second.
โ if you're going to do it ... do it quickly. โ jay's eyes fell on her, there was no fear in them. not truly. he could never fear sebnem, not after everything he had seen. not after seeing who she truly was beneath all the walls and lies. and this wasn't it, she was more than this. behind those blue eyes there was only one thing left, something he couldn't hide anymore ... love.
the same kind of love she felt for him but could never bring herself to admit. โ if you wait too long, they'll take you down, and if you won't let me help you ... then you might as well kill me. because i won't stop trying to help you. โ his voice had dropped to a whisper now, the gun that had once been steady in his hand rested loosely at his side, forgotten. โ do it ! โ
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