#seth stfu

[saiguro]

november is coming to an end.

[teddiebuns]

I just had the weirdest dream. I was robin and like I was chillin' with chrom and freddy (or was it lissa???gaius??? idk) in my bathroom and we had a full sized validar statue and we put a Christmas sweater and hat on him and every now and then the statue would move and Chrom and Freddy would say its my imagination and then suddenly Lucina showed up and sat on a bucket (we were all sitting on buckets except Chrom I think he was actually sitting in the hamper???) and I went to go to give her a hug and she just turns into aversa 'n tries to stab me and so I'm like wtf and kick her in the head and woke up The weirdest thing is I actually really like aversa. Pain killer induced dreams are the strangest...

[teddiebuns]

lynnelovescats replied to your post:ugh my bangs are starting to grow out, they’re all...

your hair looks sexy pushed back ;)

[teddiebuns]

ugh my bangs are starting to grow out, they're all in my eyes.

[teddiebuns]

ugh last friday my friend had something to do at lunch so i planned to have a lunch date with just myself and fire emblem, but then the fuckboy that i really hate and idek i think he thinks we're friends or someshit. anyway that fuckboy sits down and starts eating lunch with me and these girls walk by and one of them said something to fuckboy and he told her to get over herself and called her a slut. and damn can u say smack down bc i straight up told him to shut his mouth and to never call a girl a slut in front of me ever again... its like he's purposely trying to get me to hate him i swear

[teddiebuns]

i feel so depressed lately and i dunno if its just because of the weather, snow everywhere, or I'm just getting bad again. i mean during the summer i think i only maybe had one or two bad attacks but since school has started i just feel... kinda like I'm not really here, like I'm just letting everything happen to me and i don't have complete control over myself. 

its really frustrating too, especially since i don't have anyone i can just go and talk to. and i know people be like "talk to your friends" "talk to your mum" but i just... my mum is nice and is a"i will love you no matter what" kind of person but she doesn't understand anything I'm really going through, plus she's always trying to make her life seem worse than mine. and my friends, well i guess i should say friend since my online pals don't count, they only really count as a friend since i only ever see them at school. besides that they don't really try to make much of a "lets do stuff/hang out!" kind of thing. and every time i try to initiate that kinda thing i get shut down. "sorry i can't I'm doing something dumb" well okay then...

honestly i don't really care anymore if anyone reads this because i just feel so numb and i had to rant before i exploded.

[teddiebuns]

i don't even know why I'm still hanging onto this damn url anymore, its too long and i hate bc its so weird.like i want to change it but hmmmmm........

[teddiebuns]

*casually notices a huge crack on my tablet pen*